So I'll just type in a sparknotes version of the three days of school. The first two will be from my diary, so yeah. Feel special guys :D
Weds.
I went to sleep really nervous. I don't know why because it's just school, so what's there to be nervous about? My classes are okay, quick overview of them:
CHEM: The teacher, Daves, seems really nice and she types out notes and questions that we do for homework and use for studying so extra plus.
ENG: I take European Lit, so same teacher all year long. I don't know how I feel about her, Manning. She seems like a blond version of Mrs. Crowe except a harsher grader. Linda has her too, and by instinch I'm going to compare her grades with mine. And mine's going to suck because my essay writing is just horrible in general, and i'm rusty with the creative writing. Fuck English in the face.
LUNCH: I eat alone. I don't know anyone with my period lunch.
COMP: I think, the only class that I don't want. Computers and all are supposed to be fun and this is supposed to be the class that everyone loves but I suck with computers. I've broken enough to know that me and computers are not friends. The teacher, Brooks, is pretty cool, though. Told us he designed one of the earlier web browsers. Impressive, I think.
SPAN: The teacher, Simon, talks fast. In Spanish. I am so doomed. He seems to LOVE participation. And he's Mexican. I love Mexican accents.
APWORLD: I don't know what to think of the teacher, Olivi, yet.
TRIG: The teacher, Fitzgerald, sounds like he's been smoking ever since he was 16. My god, that voice. So annoying.
So first day I:
-was two minutes late
-was yelled at Damesak
-almost fell asleep in AP World and Trig
I saw Batman when I left Trig. He was walking toward the escalators, talking to that girl, Pria.
Thurs.
I had my first day of gym today. The first thing we're going to do is weight training. FUCK. A good month or so of pure torture. Oh god. I don't know how this is going to end. And I'm the only heavy one in my class so I'll be the one that's like all BLAH. The stuff with the machines, whatever, I can deal with that. Just the weighting in class part. I don't like the sound of it.
I saw Batman four times today. I'm only counting because, I don't know. It's like my mind is still in Freshman year. And then I had feelings for him, and I still do but not as much, I guess. First, I was with Tong in front of her homeroom and I was going to leave to go to mine, I passed him and he laughed with his friend. I don't know if it was at me, but the turned their heads slightly when I passed them. So maybe they were. Second, I was on the seven to nine escalator, going to Chem after Phys Ed. I saw an orange sweatshirt, eyes moved up, saw blond boy. He recognizes me. "Hey." I smile. "Hi." That's it. Third, I see him walking past my Spanish room when I exit the staircase. Fourth, walking out of Trig, rush to the staircase. I have to leave quickly to meet up with Lucy. I see him at the bottom of the stairs. He's talking to Anna. "You gonna meet up with us later?" I don't hear her response. I'm walking down, not far behind him. I reach the exit and he slows down so I'm past him and I don't know which door he was going to leave so I took the third one from the left. Apparently, he did too so we did the awkward collision thing. I mumbled, "Sorry," and preceded to exit in the fourth from the left and he was behind me, chuckling. I look back, he has stubble on his chin.
Fri.
I like my Chemistry teacher. She's uber nice and smiley and I participate in her class so that's good. I really want the get into the work. I can't wait.
I tried to open my locker today but the lock wouldn't pop open so I had to get a replacement. I found out Julie has a locker next to mine and Sany's pretty close too. I guess, picking an isolated random one didn't work out for me. Whatever.
I didn't do much in school. Didn't see Batman. Didn't talk except to ask for the bathroom. Then I saw Linda and Tong and Viktoria. We tried to ask for electives but they told us to come back Monday. Tong wanted me to go to Volleyball with her. Linda asked me about cross-country. I don't want to do either. Because both sports are my least favorite of sports. And the ones I do like, I'm bad at so I won't make the team, honestly.
He's on aim. Has been for three hours. He never does that. I can't talk to him. Probably the worst thing. We don't have our semi-witty/funny/awesome conversations anymore.
From those three days, Today was probably the best. I don't know why but Wednesday kind of just sucked. I felt lost, and lonely and just out of place for some reason. I was a freshman all over again. Thursday was worse than Wednesday. If you read that big ass paragraph for that day, I guess you'll know why. And today was awesome because I GOT MY CAMERA. MUAHAHAH. Oh yes. My Canon EOS Rebel Film from 1999 came in the mail and the FedEx dude handed it over to me and I just laughed until I was safe in my room. IT'S HERE. Bhahaha. After this, I'm going to work my butt off to get good grades and hopefully get a dSLR. Nikon D40 I'M COMING FOR YA. Or Canon Xti. I don't know, but whatever. I'M COMING FOR YA.
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MY JEEBUS. I read the manual yesterday all 70 pages and my mind hurts. I have no idea how to figure out how to use this goddamn camera. I can't tell until I use it. Tomorrow most likely since it's all rainy and ugly today and I don't want to waste a roll on it. Fuck.
Today I went to Flushing with my mom and she bought me two roast pork buns so it's all good. Even though I had to watch David for an hour and a half, running all around the doctor's office. My damn.
I should do homework now.
School -.-
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