THANKS GUYS

So I'm guessing you guys had a pretty good week :D
you liar liar liar liar liar liar clara
hi linda
rebecca doesn't have internet and she's suffering mentally from that so yeah.

I don't know what happening to me. In the beginning of this school year I thought I was becoming the kind of person that I wanted to. But today I noticed that I was becoming the kind of person I was in middle school and I don't like that. I don't want to be angry. I don't want to cry in class. I don't want to have to be silent for the whole school day.

I don't.

But I did today.

Fuck it.

I'm going to go watch Donnie Darko, and hopefully it'll change my life in some way.

love always,
nat
(friday)

sorry

gonna post tomorrow because i have an essay due tomorrow and it's huge..

sorry :/ you can still post tomorrow linda! i just need another day because of this stupid essay

-clulu

eet eet eet eet

Regina Spektor's voice is so pretty. And her newest single is so pretty. It makes me want to sway and dance and cry and smile and feel all warm inside. I think that means it's a good song? Definitely something I won't get bored of listening to. Also Weezer's new song. Which is cute and they have a video out for it which is so damn hilariously adorable.

Just let me check where my life was left off last time I blogged.

Okay, so I got my essay from global back. And I got a B-. I didn't look at the comments yet because I'm still shocked that I didn't get a C. I'm disappointed though. I'm not doing as well in global as I know I should be doing. I mean, IT'S GLOBAL. adskjfalskcjskljf, it makes me so angry.

And I got my chemistry test back and I got a 90. Which I would probably be happy about if I didn't know that Eli got a 97 before I got my score. THAT MOFO. I wanted to kick his butt in this test. But the next one. OOOHHH the next one. I'm going to score equal close or more than him. I swear.

So my two hundredth day was on Saturday. And it was blah. It was raining and shit but I got some nice photos, very autumn-esque. And a lot of film! B-b-b-buuuutt, today I was trying to take my photo 202 and since I do not have a tripod, I use a series of two chairs, a textbook, and two boxes. In the middle of my shooting, my camera fell off and the textbook fell right on top of it, jamming the lens in. So now it's half in and half out. This means it's my second camera that I have broken in the past eight months and my dad is laughing at me. BUT he promised me that he'd buy me a dslr. Early EARLY birthday present, I guess.

I'm going to get the XSi model and it doesn't have video. SORRY REBECCA. The xTi has HD video but it's 900 and I don't have that kind of money man. Not even for a sweet sixteen present. And yes Rebecca, I am going to buy myself a tripod so the little sucker won't fall down and break because this is going to have to last me until I get a job. WHICH, probably will be in years D: And Rebecca, don't forget that promise, top model in the making :P

My internet is being a damn buttface.

I don't understand why I bother making friends. Really. It really doesn't last with me, with the exception of you guys. But I'm walking through the hallways and looking at all these people who I used to talk to in class last year who don't even acknowledge me. And it makes me sad because really? Why bother if it's just going to be like that. I guess this was triggered when Rodin didn't say hi today. Uusually, I see him going up from gym to chem every other day and he says hi first. Always. But this time, I said hi and there was eye contact but he just looked away. And no I don't like him anymore, but still, it kind of hurts. I mean, I thought we were friends. You can't talk to someone that often and not be friends right?

But then again, all I need is you guys.

I'm designing our mime face's tomorrow. CLARA, WANNA HELP?

love always,
nat
(monday)

ka-ching, catching

i reformatted my computer recently

meaning i lost everything

pisses me off, i lost a lot of stuff, not to mention my bro's stuff, and some stuff i really wanted.. to not lose. /sob

anyways, i got 2-2 at debate, which i consider pretty nice since i wrote my negative case on the way there. and I had no evidence unlike other people, and i worked a total of two hours collectively hard on my cases. so pretty good.

not to mention my stupid editor won't even edit...

my brother left for college, and i'm sad again.

in other news, i finally got a wallet, so now i can hold stuff, only neater!

probably won't use it cause i hate opening things.

workin' my hardest to become the art editor for spec, like ordering the art e-mails and i'm gonna try harder in my artwork to match this freshie that's really awesome. gonna beat her to a pulp etc etc.

also when's camera development? i know becca is taking pics, but when are we gonna develop film?

in that fb note i tagged you guys in before, with the atom shiats

i think imma make a comic out of that, works better in that format, and i might show you guys if i decide to use it for something cool. like this might be a major project if i can get off my arse and work on it.

i also want to grow old with you guys and interbreed our kids to the extend where all our family trees will intercross and make possibly the most perfect grandchild (i'm talkin' about our kids mating, and then THOSE kids mating.) and then we can see how we all look when we force our genes into one person

prty coo' eh.

- indalay aicay

:/

what's going onnnn anymore

i can barely concentrate on school and homework and now i'm failing at creating ideas in art too. iwishthisshietdidn'thappen .__. whenwefixthis,ifwedo..ihopewelaughatthisstupidcrapwe'regettingmadoverandmoveon

WE PLANNED TO GROW OLD TOGETHER :[ i wanna have children that know you're children

or at least know you when i'm bald and have no teeth

well whatever.. at least im having happy moments of laughter with my mom

sort of.. im running out of ideas in art class both public and private which is a bad sign and leads to failure. my art teacher's also avoiding me because i'm being a weird person and not giving feedback or the ideas that are kind of running through my head. even my friends were a little weary about me when i started getting annoyed with them and spouting bad stuff.. i had to apologize to them sometime after that because of my badd attitude.

ughh .-. i had psat class today and it was rainy outside.. my shoes are falling apart so i have to get new ones, but they soak really easily so they got soaked.. and so did my shoes and toes. i also bought something to eat before i went home, but when i ran to the train station to catch the LIRR, i missed the train and my food spilled ;__; not a good day

i think the only thing that was funny this week that made me happy was nine and tenth period with my buddies and my mom

my mom's always my savior and sinker

sometimes she makes me want to cry my throat out, but other's she makes me laugh until my stomach hurts.

she was joking with me about shanghainese "jokes" and phrases which were cool until i started thinking about "that" again :[

i wanna stop this crud that's making all of us so depressed and wtf

hope we go trick-or-treating together..

i'll stop bothering you readers with this depressing mood

-c

internet was being gay

HELLOOOOO

my internet wasn't working yesterday so today i'm blogging for yesterday. i'm watching bedtime stories right now =D. The movie is so weir dbut weird O________o.

um. might type faster before battery on my laptop runs out.

Anyways i think i need to talk to you linda.

you don't understand why i'm pissed off at you ?

because on monday even if you came it wouldn't have helped.

it was the day we were making our costumes.

It was our only day to meet up.

we barely see eachother .

i'm not trying to be selfish but seriously you can see them anytime.

If you had to go you should have told us beforehand.

Also how come you didn't tell us you had a phone?

i had to hear it from other people .

You should explain this.

-Rebecca

buy it use it break it fix it trash it change it mail it upgrade it

DAFT PUNK FOR THE WIN ANYONE?
Ayy, I love Daft Punk for a while since my favorite song when I was five was One More Time, but talking to Eli and Sam is like Daft Punk rape in the brain. It's nonstop, it hurts.

This week was fucking stressful. Essays pulled out of the netherlands of the teacher's odd mind so I had to pull it out my ass. Tests. Homework. Red Cross. The past three days I have had a total of eleven hours of sleep. Which isn't as bad as the nine hours of sleep I had last Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Life is good.

Okay, my post is all so disorganized. Let me organize it, yo.

I didn't just say that.

I'm sleep deprived.

Sue me.

Okay.

SCHOOLSHITZ

Chem : I'm still in love with Chem. I will always love Chem. Sam is the buttface that sits next to me and he's cool but can be really annoying and talkative and annoying. Eli's the cool buttface that sits behind me. He's this level of adorable that I can't even explain.

Gym : ahmygod, weight training. That is all you need to know.

English : I hate my teacher. With daggers from my eyes into her pregnant belly. No that's mean, but still. She assigned us a poem that was supposed to give light to a character whose voice is not heard. I asked her if we could give a name to one of the maids (in the Odyssey) because that's who I thought were misunderstood. And I felt really proud of it too, since I haven't written a creative piece for English since 158. And I get it back, and it's fucking B+. Her comments was that "it reads like a dairy entry, really emotive. I know you that you spent a lot of time and effort into this and that's very tremendous but I do not know who this character is and the assignment was to take the persona of a background character." REALLY? LIKE SERIOUSLY? I want to scream.

Comp Sci : I had my presentation today. There was ten minutes left in class and a couple of more groups who haven't went yet so I thought he wasn't going to call on us and then he went "Samuel and Natalie" and I just froze in my seat. I would've stayed there if Sam didn't push me off my chair dammit. I walked to the teacher's computer where I was supposed to open the program model that I was going to present and this kid who sits next to the teacher's desk freaking messes with my psych. He started laughing and whispering shit to his friend. LIKE REALLY? I want to scream louder.

Spanish : Senor Simon was absent again and he didn't leave any work so I just talked to Ben and Eric. Jamie was lame and was reading his genetics textbook, but then he started talking about Halloween and shitznot. I'm just noticing that the people who I thought were mean in 158, are nothing compared to these 74'ers. They're mean o_o

Global : ASLDKJALSKCSAD. What the fuck gave my teacher the idea to assign us a group essay. My group has five people and she expects to write ONE UNIFORM ESSAY? One freaking girl didn't even help with the essay because she sleeps at nine. WHO SLEEPS AT NINE. We each had a paragraph, which wasn't that bad. The hard part was more adding transitional stuff to make it flow well, and editing everyone's work so it actually sounds like one person and not choppy. I couldn't help with the conclusion though, because of stupid comp sci hw. I hate global. I don't feel like I'm learning anything.

Math : My. Teacher. Is. Insane. This is all you need to know.
[going over homework, Mr. Fitzgerald turns around to notice Kevin O.]
Mr. F : Kevin, stop daydreaming. I know you're thinking about sex.
[Mr. Fitzgerald is a sixty plus year old man]

I'm sorry with my rant on school. And if I sound angrier than usual. Last week and this week is getting to my head.

FAMILYSHITZ

The wedding. THE WEDDING! Sunday, I'm so excited. I really want to go to the afternoon park taking picture thingy so I can use some of my black and white film taking pictures of them, but I think my mom wants me to go to Flushing to do my hair.

Two of my aunties are in my house right now. One is my dad's brother's wife, the other is my mom's mom.

PHOTOSHITZ

Dudeeeeee, day 200 :D Is Saturday. I'm so fucking excited. I have an idea for the day, but it's unclear still, and I need Lucy to be my tripod. But I'm going to think of alternatives. Chairs are great tripods right?

Becca, I'm going to be giving you the camera on Saturday.

Photo club is so confusing. My camera apparently is a bit to advanced for what they're teaching and it so annoying because I don't think the presidents (who are sophomores, awkwarddd) appreciate that mine is basically half automatic. But there's this kid that has the same model and hopefully, we'll learn together. And Karen's my photo buddy! She fascinates me for some reason.

I have to take 34 photos by Tuesday. I don't think this is going to happen.

LIFESHITZ

I talk to a total of seven people in one day.
Eli. Sam. Kristin. Daniel. Rachel. Ben. Eric.
That is it.
It makes me sad.

love always,
nat
(Thursday)

the grapist.

debate is blah.

and my grades are horrible too. NOT SURE IF I CAN PICK IT UP GARGLE GARGLE

there are so many clubs i want to be part of in stuy, but the one thing that's attacking my life is debate. WE DON'T EVEN DO MUCH DURING PREPS, IT'S LIKE... well it's pretty fun. but, not really important, and it takes forever.

thanks to my idea of not doing hw till the last minute, gotta make up ten math homeworks this week in order to live.

and to top this awesomeness off, for some reason i want to start a freethought club. sort of like an atheist club, with a veiled name. And i need to get some teacher reccs in, so I need to KISS SOME ASS.

also we have 380 views for our blog. how many of those views are us, and how many are other people? HOW WILL WE KNOW?

i need to go shopping.

damn clara, those are some nice grades.

my grades have not been nice to me, but that's.. cause.. i don't.. study. cough.

also becca, i sent you some offline messages, so read em and leave some back cause i'm gonna take a nap.

-linda "bbq" cai

OOOhhhhhh YYYYYYEAhhhhh

I kind of want to talk about my Saturday because this cool pigeon decided to hop down the stairs to the LIRR station instead of just flying down :D He/She was so cool.. I thought some kid was coming down there stairs.. then I see this pigeon hopping downwards xD That made my day entirely :F

Today was a soso day because some good things canceled out the bad things that happened. So uhh I got my math test back third period, and I actually did a lot better than I thought I would've done. My teacher, Ms. Andrews is a scary woman.. sometimes she's funny and coolISH and sometimes she gets all technical on you. But I guess she's a pretty good teacher.. she explains stuff and makes us copy it down so that we can UNDERSTAND IT when we read it.. Anyway I got a 95 on my test :D Our math class is really slow tho.. we.. have been on radicals for two/three days now and everyone else I know is finishing up radicals.. o___o and we're honors?

Ehh well what canceled out my math test was the fact that I got an 80 on my global essay.. I thought I had expressed my thoughts clearly.. but I guess he wanted a more.. thesis-defending essay than an informative essay.. which wasn't clear to me at first So I guess that led to my yucky 80 .-.

Thennn I got my vocabulary test back from english and it was an ehhh 94. Which is kind of surprising ..because I forgot the definition, part of speech, and sentence for one word and I got a 94. Yet on the first vocab test, I remembered everything and I still got a 95.. weird? I hope I do better in English as well as Global because my grades are an ehh and I'll probably get in the 80s on my report card :/ I also have to do this Critical Lens essay.. DUE TOMORROW that was originally due today.. but she changed it because she.. felt like it? But either way, I only got to write the outline JUST YESTERDAY because my weekends are too congested with crap for me to actually sit down and get my head into work mode.

I also got my Japanese quiz grades and project grades back today (Why did I get so many tests back today? o__o) and I got some pretty good grades :D coolies yeahh I also did pretty well at bowling practice today, I got back into my 70s mode :DD and I bowled a 76. I still need to get higher if I want coach to be happier. I got a strike on my first game, but right after that everything just went downhill.. I had two empty frames and a three .-. but my second game was better with two spares and SOME NUMBER after each strike :F

I guess even though my day wasn't completely canceled out with bad against good stuff, I still don't feel too good about my day because of this CRITICAL LENS theory.. essay thing about he Scarlet Letter. Plus my mom's not feeling well this week, she has a fever and her eye's troubling her again.. but I'm also worrying her because I sleep so late and I don't really eat dinner because it tastes weird :/ I wish I had a better appetite and did my homework faster LIKE BLOGGING IS SO EASY. Oh yeah.. I also got some lemonade kool aid the other day because I wanted to add some flavor to my water that I bring to school everyday. :D That's why my title's oohh yeahhh. You're a cool dude mr. kool aid guy. I love that radio commercial.. where some guy is like today, we'd like to give thanks to you T-shirt launcher guy! and some guy in the background sings, THANK YOUUU mr. T-shirt launcher guy!! in a really fast sentence

ahh I can't explain it :P it's just a really cool radio commercial

Linda are you trick or treating with us o___o wut is goin' on with youu D: you're phone's off again or something.. hope you post :/

-clulu

my room smells like butt

I think my mom farted outside and then .smell just seeped into my room. Bleh

I'm on the laptop right now and I can't type on it for the life of me.

I don't really have anything to write as of this moment.

The weekend was busy and hectic.

Walked a total of 6 miles this weekend, not counting Friday's night walk with the parents.

Which I do daily now.

Clara's on hold for about five minutes. Damn you Clara.

Tomorrow's going to be a Chem test. I love Chem. I love the people, I love Mrs. Daves, I love the material. I hope I do well because I do not love my average as I love the class.

I have an essay due for English tomorrow. I just finished it ten minutes ago, and it's not bad. Last year I felt so uneasy with all my essays but this one I'm satisfied with. Not that I'll get a 90+, but probably mid 80's. Which is alright with me, since my first essay for Nieves was a 77.

A global essay is due on Tuesday and I have not started it yet. I suck at AP World. I am going to fail every tests she will give me. I am going to fail the final. I am going to fail the AP exam. You have my word. Ayy. And it's not like she's a bad teacher, I quite like the discussions in class. But it's so much talking, I'm only getting the basic outline of the curriculum.

I think we're getting our math test back. I failed that too. I hate him intensely.

I failed the first Spanish test. I thought I did well on it like 90+. But I got a fucking 75. Spanish sucks.

Computer science. Majorly failed the first test, next assignment is a presentation. Public speaking, greatt.

Gym.
Hurts.

Ellen Hopkins has a new book. And it was beautiful. I don't really notice that it's in verse, it's not a big deal. The different ways the verses are typed allow you to realize which character is speaking, because once their stories interconnect, it get's complicated. But I'm in love with her writing.

I want to start writing again.

I'm six days away from day 200 on the project.

I'm excited for Halloween.

love always,
nat
(Sunday)

LONG TIME NO SEE

I'M GONNA JUST JUMP INTO WHAT HAS HAPPENED SO FAR AND IGNORE ALL THE THREATS AND GLARING EYES.

So the most recent thing in my mind is that I went to that debate MDL. I feel sad. Also did you know some hunter kids were there? Saw them, was surprised, then even more surprised. Because although the first two rounds, I thought "Pretty easy." the third round, the round for the winners, was like "OH MY GAWD, SADNESS IS ME" because they were so skilled for novices and FRESHMEN. ah well.

I'm also failing math again. Meaning I'll need to take math research again this year if I want to upper my grades. Which are lower than I want, but that's how it's always gonna be.

My brother came home and I spilled ginger ale under the sofa.

Uhm.

My brother and my dad shared beers, and now I feel extremely uncomfortable around drunk dadbros.

Did you guys hear about balloon boy? If not, it's just about some little kid who built a balloon and then he went into his garage and hid, and his neighbors panicked, thinking he was in the balloon and fell. Media craze, and then they found the boy, and they were like "lul i guess we were wrongggg"

they're suing his parents.

Also, I'm hating that VTML leader, whenever she's in something, she's SUPER into it. Like, "IF YOU DON'T DROP EVERYTHING YOU'RE DOING, AND JOIN STUY SIERRA CLUB, THE WORLD WILL DIE AND IT'S YOUR FAULT."

Which is great and, and at the end, "If you don't do it now, then you'll be so sad when we're on Oprah."

Which is douchey.

Kay I'm tired. Breast Cancer walk tomorrow.
And if you don't read this now, you'll be so sad when I'm on fire.

la cai

Put the Lime in the Coconut!

I've actually had a pretty O.K. week? maybe not because I lost my iPod and my metro card.. and almost my cellphone.. but I think it was reasonable. I guess I think today.. was a pretty good day compared to my other days.

It started out this morning, like any other ol' morning, getting up at 6:20 and doin stuffffff. Then getting on the 7:02 so I won't be late to mr. NIGHTMAN's class xD. I don't think i've ever talked about this .. but there's this guy with a white jacket.. or he ALWAYSSS wears something whiteish (he never wears a JACKET JACKET it's always a sweater or some flimsy shirt) And whenver I get on the train, he's always RIGHT BEHIND ME.. I don't know.. maybe I'm just being paranoid.. he freaks me out because he doesn't wear a jacket or fleece or SOMETHING THAT RETAINS BODY HEAT... on cold days. He's like ice man.. but an asian guy who looks out of place.

So umm.. I actually didn't get my metro card on thursday like I was supposed to.. because I went around 2 o' clock, and the metro card/ LIRR card person wasn't there.. and some woman told me she leaves at one :[.. I only had one ride left on my regular metro card.. so I decided to go home instead of bowling.. WHICH WAS WHERE i WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE MY LAST .. SECOND TO LAST PICTURE :[ So I got that today.. but I didn't have money on my card to go to school, so I thought heck I'll show my ID to the booth woman so she'll let me through. But this time .-. she told me to wait for a cop.. which I was like huhhh I don't see a cop anywhere..So I walked to the police station near track 21/20.

Do you guys remember when I didn't go to school on the second day of school..? On the third day.. I took the train to school but I felt nauseous so I asked the train director to help me when he came around. When we got to Penn Station, he got a police officer to direct me to their headquarters so that I could rest up and call my mom.. Well the police officer they sent was the same one I saw today at the police station. So I was like hey :D Where can I find the police to let me into the subway? Because I forgot my metro card. He kind of looked at me weird, then told me a city police officer had to do that, not .. whatever they are. It's weird seeing that guy again o___o because I was sick when I first met him.. and I was wearing the same jacket :D .

Anywho, I just kind of stood there like a stupid statue in front of the subway gate things.. then like.. two minutes later a chinese man approached me and was like.. do you need to get in?? in chinese. Me, not really sure what was going on, was like COOOOOOL FREE RIDE.. in my head

of course if I said that out loud he would think im a weirdo and change his mind. but he swiped for me :D so I got a free ride to school. What a nice man.. MANY THANKS TO YOU CHINO MANN :Dlol

I also had two tests today, Japanese and Global. Japanese was pretty easy because we just had a short test on kanji aka chinese words. So that was pretty cool. The global test.. not so ehhhh about :/ but I think I did pretty well.. It's just the short response on Napoleon.. I think I didn't do too well on.. I'm like falling asleep while I'm writing this.. how is that possible e___e

-dose-

I also had a math test yesterday.. HOLY SHIET I THINK I FAILED ITTT.. which is kind of good.. because the last math test I took.. I thought I did REALLY WELL ON.. and I got an 80 .___. that shows how good I am at math.. and believing in myself.

My hair feels really soft right now.. But my eyes are like drooping downwards.. and my head feels heavy.. hope you blog tomorrow Linda :DD I'm looking forward to it!

-clulu

i'll say say say

September 19th.
I'm taking this as you not wanting to blog anymore.
Which is funny because it was your idea and all.



I am sick. Which did not help me during the PSATs. But it didn't matter whether or not I was sick, whether or not I studied or not. I will never know those vocabulary words. So shoot me now. Or in December when we get our scores.

Because of the darn test I had to come to school early and leave late. After school, I rushed out and went to this new establishment called the Poet's House. It's actually very quaint and relaxing. It's a library of poetry and the place is scattered with comfy sofas and there's a view of the park. I like it there, but I'm intimidated by all the names and titles.

I took the late train home where I saw Angela. I went to the library with her because I need to pick up my requested books. I had two, the new Ellen Hopkins and the new Libba Bray. I self-checked them out so I had to rip of the paper with my name on it and stuff. I put the receipt in one of the books but it must've slipped out because I beeped when I passed the thing. I went the lady to ask for my account information printed out and she said that Libba Bray's book wasn't on my account.

Me : But I requested it and my account said it was on hold for me.
Her : But it doesn't say it on my computer. It won't let me sign it out for you.
Me : That doesn't make sense, why would it not be in my account if I requested it and it had my name on it.
Her : Well, where's the paper?
Me : I had to rip it out to scan it on the machine.
Her : Well, I can't let you take the book without the paper.
Me : Well, I had to remove it to check it out.
Her : I'm sorry but there's another person waiting for it. See -she searches it up- Miriam Heights is wiating for it. You don't want her not to get it do you?
Me : I understand, but I waited for the person who had it before me to finish it. I was second in line, Miriam is third. How is it fair that she gets it before the second person?
Her : I'm sorry but you can't take it. Go over there and see if you can request this again. Libba Bray, Going Bo--bo--

I walk away.

I am not a happy girl today. I have a computer project/quiz/assignment crap to do today. And I have to do it twice because he said so and my partner went to sleep so I have no help.

I love high school.
Just love it.

always,
nat
(wednesday)

Napoleon Dyno-Bonaparteeee

Wadddup peepss.. I wonder who reads this stuff besides USSS. :P it's almost eleven.. and I'm STILL NOT DONE WITH MAH HOMEAWORKEHRKALSKDFH! I had dinner at eight thirty cause I had art class from 5 to eight :/
Hey linda.. my mom told me you came over at like five thirty with your tennis racket! I thought you weren't going to come at all o___o Guess you didn't know that we had to end at four or something because I had art class :[ Oh and we decided to just do all mimes for our picture frame thing.. unless we change our minds again :P

I still haven't taken a picture yet for today.. I think i'll make it up tomorrow at SKOOOL. Dammit PSATs are coming up.. good thing they don't count :DD But I still want to do well on it.. Sooooooo.. Today was kinda coool..

I woke up to Natalie and Rebecca and.. MY MOMOOMOMOMOMOMOMOM poking and pulling and grabbing at me :[ Bad way to wake up.. I was in the middle of a weird dream tooo! Some really weird dream.. I was at some boarding school.. alone.. and I was just walking.. and the halls were kinda peachish orange.. with a lot of doors on one side and windows on the other.. and I just kept walking until I reached the bathroom.. and then that's when I heard my mom going.. Clara your friends are here! and then all the grabbing and pulling and what not :[

Lol.. But yeah I woke up to that.. and then being put on the floor.. and then being shaken awake by Becca.. and then changing.. and then eating for an hour.. Go sesame and yellow custard buns :DDD andd chugging Soy Milk.. and having becca say "Eww! You're a monster!!" at me :[ lol and laughing. Then we went out to Party City, where I had a stomach ache.. and kind of drifted around until I felt better :DD We tried to think of what kind of costumes we would wear for the picture frame thing.. I'm thinking that we'll just have our torso and head and arms dressed up.. and we can just leave our pants regular.. UNLESS THE PICTURE FRAME COSTUME DOESN'T WORK OUT AND WE JUST KIND OF DRESS UP ON OUR OWN.. But we've come to a new decision to all be mimes inside a picture frame.. posed weirdly every time we go to a door for trick or treat.. Hope we don't get smacked or .. don't fit OR WHATEVER..

We went to that Martha's Country Bakery or something like that.. IT was pretty nice in there :D I wanna go there again.. The Chocolate Fudge Cake?? was really good :D especially the really cold strawberry that BECCA DIDN'T LIKE! The brownie was kind of dry o__o but tasted good too.. I LOVE WATERRRRR because it kind of cancels out the sugary chocolate overdose :D So yeah.. that was goooooooooooooooooood

Let's seeeee.. what'd we doooooo. Oh! We super-painted the frame :D in like ten minutes flat. Kooooool It actually looks like wood :DDDD Oh uhmmm THE RING GIRLLL I found out.. just wanted us to go play with her :P

I went to art class.. and my art teacher was nice to me :DD She helped me learn a new style.. or is still i nthe process of helping me learn a new style.. She told me that I have to start trying out full body self portraits with something other than.. pastel and stuff stuff that I'm used to.. she wants me to experiment with other mediums, so she's making me do a full body portrait with watercolors and acrylic.. and .. other stuff.. I'm used to dry mediums e___e So I'm not sure how it will turn out.. For now, I need to get back on the road of ideas and being inspired and and.. DOING WELL. Because I suck now.. I can't even come up with ideas.. because I'm so occupied with studying and school shiet :[

the End.
-Clara

TODAY IS SUNDAY TOMORROW IS MONDAY WHILE IN AUSTRALIA IT WILL BE TUESDAY

>.<

gosh how i wish it was summer again and i was back in australia. With no worries or probably about lifee.

it was really fun i liked it alot.

Monday is going to be awesomeee

i think justin bieber is cute okay, just because he didn't hit puberty doesn;t make him uncute. it's just weird O_______o

his music video is cute =]

not the one time song, go find it yourself

i should be sleeping but OH WELL

i hadn't been watching dramas lately T_________T i've been too busy.

and to N A T A L I E tom felton isn't that cute okay so rupert grint or tom felton huh? what would you choosee :P

C L A R A watch new moon and 2012 with us RAWR

TO L I N D A write your damn blogs.

i wish NLT was back together again -sigh-

anyways that's it

my blog for the sunday

and next will beeeeee wednesday

so say gooooood beeeeeeeeeeeee

yess i said good beeeee

- Rebeccaaaaaaaa Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu O____o

a new record

I just rushed my homework for the three day weekend in half a day and I didn't even get to do my reading, but I'm tired and after I blog I'm going to sleep peacefully.

First off, hopefully, Clara you have the camera now. Since you didn't get it on the day, the eighth, and this month we're going to develop it later because we want Halloween pictures :D I will get it on the sixteenth. That takes away one day you missed instead of the two that you had. So I'll come around your house for it then.

Also, Monday we are going to plan our costume. Meeting place is undecided, so tell me where, probably Clara's since it's close to Bell and all. Time is still undecided, Becca you have to tell me the time.

Hmm, that's it.

So today, I woke up from a long sleep of twelve hours from the stupid week that I just had. And David's climbing on top of me, screaming his head off. And I'm still all dazed and sleepy but then realize that I'm home alone with him. Great. So to shut his damn butt, I told him that I'd take him to get pancakes. Except, there's really no where on Springfield with good pancakes, so I took him to that deli? place near McD's. I got him a platter of eggs, potatoes, and sausage. With a big, and I mean, BIG, rectangular piece of frosted brownie. And a sprite. Always a sprite.

We went home to split the breakfast that ended up being brunch. I was expecting Lucy to come back from class by one and my mom to come home around that time as well but by the time it was two, I got pissed. I still hadn't started my homework and I had to search the interwebz for some free cartoon movie/show to keep David from crying and so that he could properly write his one two threes. By the time it was three, I was pissed and my mom yelling at me when she comes home didn't help. So I locked myself in the computer room and did the stupid homework plus procrastinating as we all do so well.

Tomorrow I have to go dress shopping with my mom.
Shoot me.

Anyways, good night ladies.

love always,
nat
(saturday)

Lost mah stufff

I've been losing a lot of my stuff lately.. first it was my iPod :/ And the day after I went home with Nat!! :[[[[[ I was trying to figure out the whole day if I had zipped up the pocket I usually put my IPod into.. but I couldn't figure it out and.. I guess I can't find it, and I have no idea where I lost it...

Then today, somewhere.. during the club fair or even before that, I lost my cellphone!! I freaked out and asked my friend to help me overturn the cafeteria to look for my phone.. we didn't find it. But then I got home :DD and my friend from bowling told me her friend found a phone and it had another person's number on there so she called and found out it was my phone. Well that was awesome news :D and then my mouse broke like RIGHTTT after I finished typing a lot of thank you's to her. .___. so I'm using a wireless mouse my mom refused to use because she didn't know how to work it.. you just stick the USB in.. and WALA done.

And on the LIRR train, or somewhere from the subway booths to the LIRR train, I lost my metro card ._____. and I realized right before the doors on my train closed.. with me inside. Sooooo not a good day, but at least I have my bowling metro card.. I'm hoping I can use that as a replacement until I get my other metro card back. Yeah.. the only thing not replaceable at the moment is the iPod.. which I am determined to get a job to earn money so that I can get another one :DDD In the meantime.. I have to suffer without music and be reminded that I lost it whenever someone pulls out an iPod or some music device. I also have a english vocab test tomorrow.. with a Japanese test on some random stuff.. so I have to go study :P But umm I will say that I have come to like my global teacher more o___o but not how he grades.. but I have also come to hate my english teacher .-. because she's a b :P.

Has anyone seen the moon these days, HOLY CRAP IT COMES OUT EARLY AND REALLY BRIGHT AND BIG AND WHITEEEEEEE. D: I notice it every day when I walk to school... Mom told me it's because Moon Day just passed.. or something, something about the whole week where the moon comes up really bright and stuff. Why does the moon sometimes disappear on some days :/

I hate typing words with i and e.. People always say ohhhh the I comes before the E, but then receiving .. the e comes before the i. WUT?? :/ I have to get that stufff straightened outttttt. 'cause my english teacher took off a WHOLE POINT for making that mistake.. and only half when I didn't give enough of a definition. WUTTTTT??? :[

So yeahhh today was the club fair, and I joined just about every group there was in the cafe, except maybe the gay something club.. and the step team, fencing, kendo, jew, blah blah and blah blah.. I thought they were kind of a waste of time because I want.. SERVICE CREDITSSS or whatever. But now that I think about it.. fencing and kendo sound pretty cool :F I also kind of ignored the korean, chinese, and japanese club :[ darn.. I should've just put my name on every sign up sheet there was in that room :D that would've been cool. We don't have a photography club somehow :/ I remember we had one last year.. and the Knitting for Charity Club was in the same room.. mann I liked that club, but all the people were seniors.. and they didn't tell me anything about what to do with the club :[..

Sooo when am I getting that camera.. ?? :DD I can't wait to take some pictures of my friends at LaG and the ol' cruddy building :PPP Oh yeah.. there was some heated discussion about LaG and Stuy on the train the other day.. between Vic.. you know who e___e that vic that makes me want to punch her eyes out and cut all her limbs off.. LOL sorry :F and uhh Daniel and some other random guy I don't know the name offffffff.. but he pissed me off too. There was another girl that I kinda knew 'cause I met her with Tong some other time, but she was cool and didn't get involved LIKE MEEEEE. I don't get why people debate about which school is the best.. Stuy or LaG? because both schools have their goods and bads, and you can't really put them in the same category.. because the aim of the school is.. dun dun DUNN! DIFFERENT YOU IDIOTS.. jebbesss So shut up Daniel, Vic, and random dood who sat next to Vic on the train!! SHUDUP 'cause what you're saying doesn't make sense :DDD

Good day.
-clara

untitiled. ANTM!

LINDA WHY THE FREAK AREN'T YOU BLOGGING AND DON'T SAY THAT YOUR A ______________ blah blah blah.

clara HI ^_^

natalieeee school = gay

my trig teacher is the world's biggest pushover -_______-.

She lets people listen to music eat food in class. i don't even know if she knows that people use their cell phone in class. people sleep in class. it's crazy. she just keeps on teacher while PEOPLE ARE TALKING. omg X_____x but i rather be in her class then spanish or chem.

Spanish and chem is boring. BORING.

Oh and red cross light the night walk on saturday ! YAY! from 5:00 to 8:00 on saturday >.<

red cross is going to fun =] after that walk is breast cancer walk. eh not as exciting but w/e.

anyways , that's it . that's what i'm saying. that's all i'm going to say. SEE YOU IN FOR DAYS. (YOU= BLOG)

REBECCAAAA

this is great

I'm to tired to write regular paragraph form so blah.

morning : before leaving my house, i left a canister of film on the kitchen table, thinking my mom would see it when she eats breakfast, and bring it to cosco's to get developed. i called her before going into the school, to say it was on the kitchen table.

chemistry : we had a double period and had two quizzes? or three, i think. i don't know. we got our tests back and it was okay.

english : we got our second assignment, which is a bit strange since we haven't handed in our first assignment yet.

lunch : i had some potatoes.

comp sci : i drew "HA" on netlogo. it was pretty cool.

spanish : it was going alright until mr. simon asked us to take out our homeworks and when i flipped to it, i realized that yesterday's assignment was in front of it. he was absent then. i don't really remember handing it in, but i don't remember not handing it in. i told him that i simply forgot, which i had but he didn't believe me. and i told him that the assignment wasn't even completed so it's not like i did it at home or something. and he asked me if there was something wrong with me and he was worried there was.

i don't know how to respond to that.

global : we got our tests back, it wasn't good.

math : i fell asleep

tenth period : talked to karen as we waited for tenth to end.

after tenth : we went to the photo club and saw the darkroom for the first time.

after photo club : i went to the second floor to see if improv was over and saw kristin and beatrice waiting for linda but i checked both rooms and didn't see linda in them . hmm.

at home : i came home, dropped my bag down and went upstairs to my mom. she asked me where i put my canister of film, then i realized that that meant she couldn't find it and it isn't developed. i was paranoid about this on the bus ride home, thinking that david probably took it before my mom saw it. mom said it wasn't there, and found one in my room, and another in my computer. she didn't know which one it was so my dad told her not to bring any. i have three canisters of film and the one that i take to develop is black unlike the other two. but she said she didn't find it, so i screamed for david and angel. angel said that she took it. really? like seriously? i was looking forward to seeing how the pictures came out and i'm still so fucking angry, so i don't think i should be writing this.

i'm trying to watch buck to calm me down, but i'm still so fucking pissed.

love always,
nat
(tuesday)

Wow It's Late

Well it's kind of late.. it's almost twelve and I'm writing my paper about how the European monarch rulers were influenced by the Enlightenment and the ideas of that time.. boring :/ Mu global teacher has been digging into the ground with the emphasis on details and crap like that. He's been talking so much about how our homework doesn't have the amount of details he wants that he's been scaring me to death with the grades.. He's given me two fails on my previous homework .__.
Somehow I don't feel honors material. Well at least not global honors material.. I wish he would give us a break :/.. I thought he would be a pretty cool teacher.. but this whole thing with DETAILS DETAILS DETAILS is killing me. Even as I'm writing my paper, I feel like he's going to fail me on it too.. because I can't even make sense of what I'm writing .-.

At least I feel English honors material.. for now. I forgot to do a homework and that made me feel pretty bad :/.. But even so.. we're going over the Scarlet Letter right now.. not sure if any of you are reading that .. but anyway, I can't seem to make a lot of sense out of these boring words, but my classmates are getting so much out of it.. that I think they're using sparknotes e___e but this one girl, Stella, is like hella amazing at English and interpreting literature and shit like that .-. I feel like I'm going to fail global honors and barely pass english honors.. wtuf :/ At least math is going alright for me.

I have so much to say, but I have to desperately finish my global paper so that I don't sound like I'm babbling on my paper and so he doesn't fail me miserably and have to lecture me on details and making logical sense on writing stuff. I even have a cold :[

I guess the only good news I have right now is that I won second place at the speech contest about why voting is important.. I beat Edgar and some other girl .. and some other girl, but the guy who got first place was.. HOYL CRAP ALSKDHLFKH He was really good. He goes to some school in NJ that I don't know of, but he really believed in what he was saying, and supporting it with not a hella bunch of quotes, but things that made sense and were concrete. I on the other hand was just babbling about stuff and more crap about voting and why it's important and blah blah blah and going off topic.. I seem to be getting worse at writing.. especially now that I find there are so many more people that think my style if writing is cruddy.. I have to stop this and write my paper.. so that I don't fail and then everything else fails and shit lksdhflkahsdf :[

I'm having such a horrible sophmore year.
-Clara

my saturday

my saturday was. painful

i had to take shots T_____T in the doctor's office.

then iwent to badminton. YAY! i texted with natalie throughout badminton. it was fun i guess.

after that i wanted to fall asleep.

there was nothing on tv today. i'm disappointed.

anyways the next time we should meet is next monday on break.

CLARA YOU BETTER NOT BE BUSY THAT DAY .

WE NEED TO MAKE OUR COSTUME.

school is back in session in about A DAY

marking periods is going to end.

PSAT is coming up = fail fail fail fail.

well that's it.

nothing much to write about.

LINDA you better freaking blog when it's your turn

-Rebecca

i don't know anymore

I don't know why I'm writing for me day right now after arguing. But I have to get this out. I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch to you when we had that conversation, Linda, but I just need to make this clear.

You only see the outside, as cliche as that sounds. But it is like that. People are friendly to me, okay, a small amount of people, friends I've made mostly by chance. But I don't call them close, they are acquaintances. I am not always surrounding by groups. The only time I am walking or with more than one person is after my last class when everyone really just wants to rest and talk and be lazy and not move.

I don't talk to many people. I try to, trust me, I do. Even the off beat kinds of kids and I can't make conversation because I am not quirky enough to be cool. The others don't bother. This isn't a sobsobohmylifesucks story or whatever. I just don't want you to think this about me. I'm going to sound like insensitive bitch, but I don't care if people "they like you better anyhow." To me, to like me better how, is when someone talks to me because we're close, not because "oh-look-there's-Natalie-there's-no-one-else-so-let's-talk-to-her." It's happened. Someone starts a conversation, I carry it, they leave when they see someone better to talk to. Nicer people, for example, Karen, come back to me to finish the conversation, but she's one in a million.

So I don't know what to tell you.

And I'm going to against what I just said and respond to "you're always in a group/ means people are attracted to you." Whenever I see you, you're never alone. So I guess, this goes for you too. Contradicting what you said about Mavi and all that stuff.

My problem is that I'm a talkative person. It's my nature, I get it from my mom and dad. I will try to talk to anyone, even if that means attaching myself to a group and forcing myself into the conversation. It doesn't mean I'm close to them.

I guess what I'm saying is that I miss you guys. Hope you guys are having a good time in class and home and stuff.

love always,
nat
(Friday)