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Regina Spektor's voice is so pretty. And her newest single is so pretty. It makes me want to sway and dance and cry and smile and feel all warm inside. I think that means it's a good song? Definitely something I won't get bored of listening to. Also Weezer's new song. Which is cute and they have a video out for it which is so damn hilariously adorable.

Just let me check where my life was left off last time I blogged.

Okay, so I got my essay from global back. And I got a B-. I didn't look at the comments yet because I'm still shocked that I didn't get a C. I'm disappointed though. I'm not doing as well in global as I know I should be doing. I mean, IT'S GLOBAL. adskjfalskcjskljf, it makes me so angry.

And I got my chemistry test back and I got a 90. Which I would probably be happy about if I didn't know that Eli got a 97 before I got my score. THAT MOFO. I wanted to kick his butt in this test. But the next one. OOOHHH the next one. I'm going to score equal close or more than him. I swear.

So my two hundredth day was on Saturday. And it was blah. It was raining and shit but I got some nice photos, very autumn-esque. And a lot of film! B-b-b-buuuutt, today I was trying to take my photo 202 and since I do not have a tripod, I use a series of two chairs, a textbook, and two boxes. In the middle of my shooting, my camera fell off and the textbook fell right on top of it, jamming the lens in. So now it's half in and half out. This means it's my second camera that I have broken in the past eight months and my dad is laughing at me. BUT he promised me that he'd buy me a dslr. Early EARLY birthday present, I guess.

I'm going to get the XSi model and it doesn't have video. SORRY REBECCA. The xTi has HD video but it's 900 and I don't have that kind of money man. Not even for a sweet sixteen present. And yes Rebecca, I am going to buy myself a tripod so the little sucker won't fall down and break because this is going to have to last me until I get a job. WHICH, probably will be in years D: And Rebecca, don't forget that promise, top model in the making :P

My internet is being a damn buttface.

I don't understand why I bother making friends. Really. It really doesn't last with me, with the exception of you guys. But I'm walking through the hallways and looking at all these people who I used to talk to in class last year who don't even acknowledge me. And it makes me sad because really? Why bother if it's just going to be like that. I guess this was triggered when Rodin didn't say hi today. Uusually, I see him going up from gym to chem every other day and he says hi first. Always. But this time, I said hi and there was eye contact but he just looked away. And no I don't like him anymore, but still, it kind of hurts. I mean, I thought we were friends. You can't talk to someone that often and not be friends right?

But then again, all I need is you guys.

I'm designing our mime face's tomorrow. CLARA, WANNA HELP?

love always,
nat
(monday)