this is great

I'm to tired to write regular paragraph form so blah.

morning : before leaving my house, i left a canister of film on the kitchen table, thinking my mom would see it when she eats breakfast, and bring it to cosco's to get developed. i called her before going into the school, to say it was on the kitchen table.

chemistry : we had a double period and had two quizzes? or three, i think. i don't know. we got our tests back and it was okay.

english : we got our second assignment, which is a bit strange since we haven't handed in our first assignment yet.

lunch : i had some potatoes.

comp sci : i drew "HA" on netlogo. it was pretty cool.

spanish : it was going alright until mr. simon asked us to take out our homeworks and when i flipped to it, i realized that yesterday's assignment was in front of it. he was absent then. i don't really remember handing it in, but i don't remember not handing it in. i told him that i simply forgot, which i had but he didn't believe me. and i told him that the assignment wasn't even completed so it's not like i did it at home or something. and he asked me if there was something wrong with me and he was worried there was.

i don't know how to respond to that.

global : we got our tests back, it wasn't good.

math : i fell asleep

tenth period : talked to karen as we waited for tenth to end.

after tenth : we went to the photo club and saw the darkroom for the first time.

after photo club : i went to the second floor to see if improv was over and saw kristin and beatrice waiting for linda but i checked both rooms and didn't see linda in them . hmm.

at home : i came home, dropped my bag down and went upstairs to my mom. she asked me where i put my canister of film, then i realized that that meant she couldn't find it and it isn't developed. i was paranoid about this on the bus ride home, thinking that david probably took it before my mom saw it. mom said it wasn't there, and found one in my room, and another in my computer. she didn't know which one it was so my dad told her not to bring any. i have three canisters of film and the one that i take to develop is black unlike the other two. but she said she didn't find it, so i screamed for david and angel. angel said that she took it. really? like seriously? i was looking forward to seeing how the pictures came out and i'm still so fucking angry, so i don't think i should be writing this.

i'm trying to watch buck to calm me down, but i'm still so fucking pissed.

love always,
nat
(tuesday)