I'M LATE AGAIN!

Yeah. I'm late again. Slept.. in. :D

Anyways, I'm going to mega. Which I suppose is better than going to merica which would take two buses. There's no chance I'd be in the same class btw cause I got signed up for afternoon classes. :/ Maybe we could meet in the middle. :D

Was watching Mental and now I think I have mental problems.

TO IMPORTANT NEWS:

Celebrity deaths.

People say that it's hypocritical for people who have called Michael Jackson a pedophile up till now to sudden care about his life and learn about him, but I don't think so. It's events like these that finally encourage people to learn more about someone, and isn't it better to remember someone as a better person?

My brother is still in shock over Billy May's death btw. He was watching pitchmen, his reality show, like five months ago, and my brother was starting to go on 'infomercial' craze and was watching basically anything.

Billy Mays had a heavy heart, literally. They said a normal heart wears 10-12 pounds and Mays' weighed like seventeen. :/

DeathNoteZomg.

Pretty short post but meh.

-|_ 1 |/| |) 4

STELLLAAA

Yes, I watched it. Yes, it was very good. Yes, the character said yes a lot in the movie. If you have no idea what I'm talking about, yeah. Lucy and I just finished watching the movie A Streetcar Named Desire. A 1951 movie staring Vivien Leigh as Blanche, Marlon Brando as Stanley, and Kim Hunter as STELLAAAAA. Basically, it's about this married couple Stanley and STELLAAA who are visited by STELLAAA'S sister, Blanche. Stanley is a wife beater, and whenever he hits STELLAAA Blanche is like WTF MAN. But Stanley feels something off about Blanche and investigates anout her. All the stuff is revealed in the end when she goes craaaaaaaaaaaazy.

Right now, I'm watching the Tudors, but tomorrow I want to watch Splendor in the Grass, where Natalie Wood <3 plays this girl that goes insane after being dumped by her boyfriend. So amazing.

My hair is growing shorter instead of longer. I swear, it's pretty amazing. But it's really frustrating.

Lately, I've been falling in love with the Killers again. I love their song, the world that we live in. It's so magical. It really is.

Shit, today is my last day before I have to go to Mega.
LINDA IF YOU GO, PLEASE BE IN MY CLASS.

This summer is gonna suck badly.

I want to share something with you guys.
I'm sure I will go to hell for it.
http://www.flickr.com/photos/notalie/3665284697/

This is posted at 12:20 because I was eating a midnight cone of ice cream. Now I will go get water. Till later.

-NATALIE
(I have to pee)
(This oatmeal cookie is delicious)
(I need water)

Haha No Otanjyoobi :D

Oh crud.. DON'T YELL AT ME
My sister, my mom, and I were celebrating my mom's birthday even though it was yesterday, so this is unexpectedly much later than my other posts..

Any who the title says my mom's birthday :D!

So I have all these weird chunky colors on each of my nails 'cause we went to a nail salon.. at eleven. My mom and my sister got manicures but I was like ehh.. I could do this on my own time. Mom's nails are so pretty!! but she washes the dishes.. and blah blah so they'll probably get ruined :[ My sister got a funky Fifth Avenue color.. didn't even know that existed. There's even a Linkin Park After Dark nail colors o___o what a long ass name!! That'd be kind of funny to tell someone:
1: Hey what's that nail colors?? I really like it.
2: Oh it's Linkin Park After Dark.
1: ...
yeahh very nice. We went over to my grandma's house to celebrate my mom's birthday and I ate a lot.. Lobster has never tasted better than tonight :D

Oh crud it's alreayd 12:10 DON'T KILL ME @___@
spent the whole day out.. First it was art class for three hours, then off to Flushing for some meeting about our talent show thingmabob tomorrow/today, and then to celebrate mom's b-day.

Gosh the clouds were weird today.. THEY WERE ALL CHUNKYY and white.. not foggy or anything. And last night.. WHAT THE FUDGE WAS THAT!!! Holy maccaroooooni that was scary! D: I was taking a nap.. and then I kind of got shocked out of it by this huge thunder coming down. I sure hope this weather doesn't continue this whole week.
I was originally going to put my title as You're Hot and You're Cold for the weather, but I was like nahh mommie's more important!
My mom's so cool :DDD I love her
(on the phone) :
Mom: Okay I have to go.
Me: K
Mom: Bye alligator!
Me: sure sure
Mom: hahaha- *hangs up*
Yup she's cool.

Man the last day of school was pretty cruddy, it started raining right after we got our report cards and stufff. But I guess it was kinda cool cause I got to say Hey and Bye and Have a good summer to a whole crap load of people. I did really well on my report card :D my english teacher, math teacher, and my global teacher all gave me 98s!! my japanese teacher sucked tho :[ she gave me the same grade the whole freakin year.. I actually thought I did REALLY well the last marking period.. gotta talk to her about that

My mom entered me for three days of continuous art classes for 3 hours for two weeks before I go to Interlochen, and then three more weeks right when I come back @___@ and then back to the old schedule of once a week when school starts.. HOLY CRUD.
Played maplestory yesterday :D well kind of.. I was actually waiting for some of my friends from LaG that I found out play xD looool they never showed up, but I just went afk so it didn't really matter.. I actually asked them to go on today .-. but I was out the whole day with my MOOMMMYYY and my sister :D My sister is so freakin cool.. she like specializes in al lthese cool areas like knitting and cheese wax sculptures and she knows all this stuff I don't know o__o. Our uncle was having trouble cooking these weird piranhaana(sp) looking fish and my sister was like (immediately) THE FIRE'S TOO SMALL!.. so cool. Even though mom's always bragging about me and stuff, I still envy and look up to my sister! She's got daddy, what else could you need @___@!! My dad's like the power house of knowledge! Even though he can be pretty poop-like sometimes.

Yeah so I guess this entry's pretty long even though I spent the whole day out and it's twelve.. twenty one now. Mom's yelling at me :D I should go to sleep.. seeya guysss :D!!
-Clara

you won't find nobody else like me

Sorry guys for posting so late. A lot of things went on today, and I had to get some stuff done before I could get on the comp. :]

Hope you guys are doing well, last day of school was today! Nothing special really, my grades were low as ever. I'm very pissed off that people who did less work than me got higher, but hey, life is.. Life I guess. <- that reminded me of the game we played <3

I went to Lilja's house to do her Doctor Who music video, which I'm really sad to say is incomplete by a bajillion, and I feel bad. Her family is mad cool though, her mom has apparently threatened to stink bomb many places, and makes the best jokes fer a mom. Pinkberry was free today, but hell, the line spanned half a block and we didn't wait, we went to a cool place near korea way that gave me green tea instead of green apple D:

Anyways, I got my hair sprayed orange, and it looked pretty phat. It also got on everything around me, and because it rained, it got on my clothes too. Did you guys see the clouds today? NOT YOU BECCA CUZ YOU WENT TO AUSTRAILIAALSKDALKSMD! It was pretty, I'll link you guys later.

I'm making this lengthy to make up for the shit going through my mind today.

I've shown Natalie cause she was free, but you guys weren't, so I'm gonna e-mail this account with the text you need to understand the rest of this conversation.

Although you might know already. Sarah knows <3

I believe my love-life can be summed up in one song, albeit a bit off track, it's the first song that came to mind, and it's Uncle Kracker's Follow Me.

It's cause I can't give him anything he doesn't already have, he has everything that I could possibly give him and more. It has the parts that go like:

"I'm not worried 'bout the ring you wear

Cuz as long as no one knows than nobody can care"

"I'm not the reason that you go astray and

We'll be all right if you don't ask me to stay"

I guess I'm just being wistful.

-Linda Zai

i should become a professional letter writer

.
I woke up at ten fourty three today. Since all my tests stopped, I've been sleeping in really late and yet I'm still always tired. Even if I sleep a lot this summer, I will never catch up on sleep. This sucks! My head hurts.

When I went down, I saw my desk in my computer room was empty. My dad really is insane. He put all my stuff in a box in the garage and said it was messy and this should teach me a lesson. Because of my dad's mid-life crisis, I ignored him, and went to return all the library books that were in the box. Just in case he felt like throwing them all out.

Why must parents raise kids during the crisis. Crazy, seriously.

So on my way to the library, I, the freak that I am, took my 365 on Clara's property. DON'T BE FREAKED OUT CLARA. Your mom wasn't home and I'm pretty sure you went to your friend's house already for the sleepover. So yeah. I just really wanted to take some pictures with that red couch :3 And it was sunny today, so the red was really really red. I know you won't think this is weird because you're awesome (: <3 !


Anyways, I was sitting in my computer room watching Kim Possible with my brother, and my mom came in yelling at me that her friend got two tickets. Apparently, the stupid police dude was like "you want your kids to die? put a freaking seat belt on them!" And my mom's friend was all "damn you man, the kids were wearing a freaking seat belt." But he was all "i'm giving you two tickets." This meaning I had to write a letter about the damn tickets. So annoying because I do this for my dad all the time.

Then while I was eating dinner, I heard some sirens from firetrucks. There was a firetruck, two police cars, and an ambulance. It was for the side house for my aunt's house, which by the way, ATTACHED TO MY HOUSE. I was freaking out that it was an actual fire, but apparently some person locked herself in the bathroom.

REALLY WEIRD.

And then my dad called me and told me that Michael Jackson is dead. Which he's not. Just in the hospital. Hopefully he doesn't die. He's too cool.

My eye burns.
Life sucks.
Balls.

-natalie

AUSTRALIAAA HERE I COME!

I ES SUPER EXCITED >.< I bought 3 bookos to read, my music and headphones, and a pillow O______________O.
It might rain but the flight is at 7 o clock. dam. i'm going to the airport at 3. FOOURS HOURS BEFORE MY FLIGHT. I guess i will eat at the airport. i think i'm going to watch at 5 movies on the plane. ROFL 20 plus hour flight.
The sleepover was awesomeeee. I won't know if i'm going to write. WE WILL SEE.
T_T i can't finish my dramas. When i come back from australia i think it's studying time for SAT 2 BIO .BOOOOOOOOO.
OKAY SO I'M KEEPING IT SIMPLE AND SHORT CAUSE I HAVE TO CHECK IF EVERYTHING IS IN MY LUGGAGE. ALSO MUST GO TO AUNTS HOUSE :P.

In Pen Please.

YESTERDAY/EARLY THIS MORNING was the BOMB :D!!
gosh I love those honey chipottle(sp) wings!

You guys left a long while ago :[ mainly because Ms. Boda asked me to go all the way to school just to put some of my LE regents questions in pen..ARTGASLKDHF
I found out later that I only forgot to circle some of the multiple choice questions in the later parts. That kind of sucked.. good thing it was a weekday :D

Last night was kind of scary :/ especially lighting THOSE CANDLES! It was kind of cool because whenever I tried the lighter, for like a split second the fire would kind of touch my finger and IT DIDN'T BURN ME! That was cool.. the only time my fingers hurt was when I was pouring some of the wax into the candle holder and some of it got onto my fingers.

How'd your picture taking for 365 go Natalie? :P Wish we finished those Salt and Vinegar chips.. where are they?

Got home today after going to school and this artist guy, my mom, and I went to eat at some Korean restaurant. They have the best jelly :D PUUDDING PUDINGGLKHA;LSKDHF omaghsoh .. that chocolate pudding was the BOMB! we should've gotten whipped cream to make it the ultimate desert!
Then I fell asleep.. and I woke up to watch some trailers and do my blog :]

This is probably going to be a lot shorter than my previous blogs.. It rained

Rebecca's leaving tomorrow :[ goodbye!

well yeah.. now my mom's yelling at me to go play on my chinese harp so i'll go do that
so bored .-.

-Clara

the sleepover with no sleep

Sup guys. Today is our sleepover.
It's very exciting or else I wouldn't be so excited right now.
Can you tell.

ANYWAYS

The sleepover started with ALL OF US BEING LATE HEM HEM. Cept for Natalie who's on time and Clara who owns a house. THE house to be in right now.

In sleepovers, we somehow always follow these set of rules:
1. Play a group game. Preferably DDR or Rock Band/Guitar Hero or similar.
Haha, I should be going back upstairs, we're about to play Life by candlelight!
2. Go to the nearest grocery store, and stock up on junk food.
I swear this time we overloaded. Seven dollars in chips, a ton of baking stuffs, with frosting, ice cream that is the most delicious thing in the world right now,.
3. Pizza
We just had. The Perfect. Moment.
MORE ON THAT LATER.

WE'RE ON A ROOF. TAKE A GOOD HARD LOOK AT THE MOTHER FUCKING ROOF.
It was drizzling and we were like "OH SHI-" and then it was like "SPUR OF THE MOMENT" as said by Rebecca. Then we spent about half an hour worrying about the candles. Fire is scary but VERY pretty.

Oh right, the perfect moment.
Picture this. Roof tent. Pizza. Candle light. Music. Night time. All of us. PERFECT.

Anyways, I need to be done soon. We're gonna eat chicken on the roof playing Life. The party's to farewell Clara and Rebecca off to their beautiful summer lives while Natalie does her thing and I just sit home and play FB games.

WE'RE GONNA WATCH THE SUNRISEEEE
-lindawithlove

happy father's day

I'm tired.
But I don't want to sleep.
So I'm not going to.
Muhahahahaha.

Sleepover tomorrow <3 !

Today was Father's Day. I cleaned most of the day, took pictures the other parts of the day, and ate a lot for the end of the day. I want more ice cream but it's too late to eat. I'm a bad girl.

Nothing really to say.

UM

I looked over some of my writing from who knows how long ago. My short stories I think are pretty good but I never finish them. That's a goal for the summer. I looked over my poems and it was sooooooooooooo weird. Eh, some were bad. Like laughable. Some I liked a lot. I don't know why I kept them in a folder, to be left alone. I mean, I didn't even think I wrote it until I realized, yes I fucking did, damn girl, skillls.

I sound cocky x_o .

I want to write more. I do think I write better than I take photos. So this summer I'm going to work on my short stories. Maybe even start on that novel that I can never ever ever get more than a chapter on. Stupid writing block.

Other goals for the summer :
-Learn how to ride that motherfucking pink bicycle in my backyard.
-Study for Biology SATII that I will take October.
-Prep for Chemistry? Textbooks ftw.
-Find new places to take photos.
-Learn to not fucking get jealous and pissed off.
-Don't get so many bites. [Already have a lot, so shit]
-Read a load of fucking books.
-Be awesome

YOUR GOALS GUYS?


p.s. sorry this is late
i was tired and lazy
and was watching antm
i still am
yay.

REBECCA WAAAAAAAAAAAASSSSS.......

SORRY FOR BEING soooooooooooo LATE. My saturdays are always full with busy things that keep me away from the computer for the WHOLE day .
On saturday i was woken up by a phone. Asked to go to dim sum. After that i went to my cousins house. THEN i went to fionns house. After that i went back to my cousins house. Had dinner at their house. (wonton) After that we went to watch a movie at 10 o clock. (Night of the museum 2)
When i came back it was 12:15? Then i went to my bed and i fell asleep O_O
Hm.. i still have to pack. It's FOUR DAYS AWAY YAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAYAY. ME SO EXCITED. When i'm on the plane it's going to be 20 hours or more of hell sitting on my butt and trying to finish reading twilight and basically the whole series.On tuesday i will have an all nighter X__________________x if i can. (But maybe can't) The flight is at 7:15? But i have to go at 3 O_________________O because my uncle wants to be on times and stuff . It's okay though at least i'm going. =] First i'm going to sydney and then to brisbane. In sydney my cousin is going to have a wedding. Brisbane is where my aunt and uncle lives and her two son but her 3 daughters live in sydney. Hm.. i don't even know if i can use the computer yet. we'll seeeee.
Today is our sleep over. LET'S HOPE IT DOESN'T RAIN T_T.
OKAY SO REBECCA IS TRULY SORRY
AND SHE NEEDS TO GO PACKY BECAUSE
IF SHE DON'T HER MOM WILL GO WACKY O_o""".

you suck balls

you better be sick
or was doing something extremely badass
because you didn't post
darn you rebecca


-natalie

I Wanna Take YOU to the CUE bar! -cue bar-

fudge.. my mom shut the computer off without letting me know after I LET HER USE IT and she said she wouldn't do anything. .___. yet she shuts off the whole computer and I was practically done with another long ass blog, half way through an essay, moving a whole bunch of pictures she asked me to move from the camera onto my computer, and SHE DECIDES TO SHUT OFF THE COMPUTER. fudging.. .-.
dammit whatever I'm just going to ramble on anyway. This is all I pretty much remember from earlier:

Last night was epic because I went to the Cue Bar
with my mom and her friends,
and we played

PING PONG

There was also pool but we all sucked at it except for my mom's friend who was pretty good. Still, we sucked :D Dammit.. I completely forgot what I was talking about before.. MY MOM SHUT THE COMPUTER OFF .-.

Recently my eyesight has again worsened and I have to wear my weak glasses to read the words on the computer :D when I sit back that is. I'm thinking that by the time I reach thirty, I'm going to be maddd close to being blind. It's kind of cool if you think about it, using a cane and all. lol no not really. But I was thinking, If one of your senses is "dead" then your other sense become heightened!! That's sooo cooool!!!11111 so that'd be like being blind or something and having ULTRA HUMAN smell and touch or taste senses. That is a really cool. It would be ULTRA coolio of we like lost our sense of smell or something while we were still babbies, and then our other senses become somewhat above average. Then somehow we regain that sense of smell. So then now we'd be like super babies with slightly sucky smell :D

Lol random ideas from reading just a couple of chapters from Brave New World by Aldous Huxley. Some of it's kind of confusing because I don't know who's talking, but it's a really good book. Thanks Julia :D <- she gave me the book. I guess I'll just give a little info about the book since it's soo cool ! So this Aldous guy writes about the "future" from his point in time, 1998 <-- that's a really long time ago.. .-. four years after we were born! Anyway, so he writes about a time where everyone is "engineered" and kind of "created" instead of being born. Kind of makes me HOW exactly it started..So they take the ovaries of a woman and they take ALLLLLLLLL the eggs in her ovaries (both of them) and they mature every single egg!! btw there are pretty much no failures in maturing each egg as far as I know. So they mature each egg in a seperate kind of "jar" filled with that jelly stuff that's in our stomach when we're harboring a embryo. Each matured egg is first classified as Alpha, Delta, etc. etc. so they know what kind of sperm to give them (Alpha, Delta, etc.etc. it has to match) because they're pretty much breeding a caste system as they create new people. So once they're matched up, they get their share of sperm. The Alphas only get one shot of sperm because they're pretty much the supreme ones, but the ones lower down get more than one; apparently after each dose of sperm. these fertilized eggs start multiplying like crazy o___o... crazy. Thennn they're put into this weird red room like the womb and they're once again classified differently for their predestined purpose in life. ie. Future astronauts get these weird rotations while they're still an embryo so that they get used to being in space and that constang rotation kind of feeling.. whololooo lol, and so on. Each embryo also gets a certain amount of beneficial chemicals and oxygen also depending on their caste status. ie. The Alphas get the normal amount of oxygen (it's the same for each Alpha) and the same amount of beneficial chemicals while the ones lower in the caste system don't get as much. When they grow into babies, they even get these weird treatments to make sure they don't do certain things. ie. In some part of the book, these babies were put in a room with flowers and books. So the babies were giddy and started reaching for the flowers and books, but this guy who works in developing children turned a switch, and the flower and books electrocuted the babies o___o not harshly, but enouch to scare them. Eventually in life, they automatically do not like nature and education. weird huh. Enough of that xD I has a pikture I vant to share with y'all :DWe went to the Douglaston Bay or something like that and it was really EXTRAordinary! My mom's friend's husband drove us back and forth around this road that was right next to the bay and I just flashed mah cameraaa here and there:P more like my mom's camera. I have a lot of different pictures but I'm too lazy so I just pu this one up.

I cannot'zz wait till you guys come over and sleep on mah rooftop! even though my weather forecast says it's going to rain on monday :[ Oh well.. frack still have to make something for father's day.. seeya guys later :D
-Clara
sorry just had to add this in.. I WAS LISTENING TO BRAVE NEW WORLD by covenant..
on pandora
AWESOME COINncidence!

Sim-ulating Reality

Haha, bio regents. If I studied, I probably would have been more confident. NOT TODAY!

AHAHA.

Anyways, alot of people are leaving stuy. More than I thought, people that I DUN WANNA LET GO D:. Some people are going to taiwan, and some are just plain moving away. Ehgle.

Speaking of which, I've been reading this wordpress thing. It's about this guy who played around with Sims 3 and sort of created this drama-like story with pictures. It's really funny and touching, and it's short, so you guys don't have to read walls of text.

http://aliceandkev.wordpress.com/

Anyways. I got bored and I stole Sims 3 from my cousin and started playing.

Then I got more bored.

And instead of studying for my global finals, I decided to create a house with us it.

Wonderful idea Linda! You genius! You maniac! YOU MAVERICK.

I know. I know. Clap.

guess who you are

Anyways, I'm done with Natalie and Rebecca, REBECCA TOOK AWHILE SINCE SHE DECIDED TO REMOVE HER FB PHOTO LINK THINGY. >:O

Haha, lookin' pretty cool. I gave you high lights.

I'm working on you Clara :D

I'm gonna stop now and continue studying so I don't completely bomb it, but things are lookin' good.

Natalie's Dreams: Illustrious Author

Rebecca's Dreams: Five Star Chef

Clara's Dreams: Master Painter

I'm still working on you Clara cause I have to do each thing carefully and such and I have a long way to go. Want to be Vegetarian or Loves the Outdoors?

:P

ON WITH.. REGULAR BLOGGING.

My brother got really moody this morning. QCC classes may not be that great, but you know, they still cost money. Even if you're acing the class, you might as well attend every class for the sake of it. He didn't go.

Not because it was raining.

Not because he was late.

Because, apparently, he's Asian.

Of all the things he could be unhappy about, he becomes unhappy about the fact that he's Asian, the fact that he doesn't have superior genes, i.e. genes from someone smart. He says that our grandmothers are 'sub-human'. I don't even know what to say to that.

-Linda Cai

Master of the World

tallying up

This is going to be short because I want to fucking sleep.

Yesterday I sneezed from 9 to 12. Endlessly. My dad wouldn't let me stop cleaning my new room until I was done. Yes, I have a new room now. The basement has two bedrooms now and Lucy moved into one of them. I moved into her room, and David and Angel are in my room. My room looks so empty. Here's a strange picture of it since you guys aren't gonna see it until a very long while :D :



In the morning, I cleaned and organized even more. Then I ate lunch at 1 without eating breakfast. My mom is nice -.- . Then I printed out the regents from 02 to 07. Then I went into my bedroom and locked myself in there to do them, only leaving to pee and get water and eat dinner. I have taken thirteen regents and still have two more to go. Um, don't go crazy. I only did the questions from part a and b.

I'm not really worried about the written part for some reason. Watch irony kill my life and make that part really really insanely hard.

AHHH dudeeeeeee
I'm so tired.
I'm watching sxephil.
He just told me he filled me in.
I'm so full.


OKAY
BYE

-NATALIE




REMEMBER : TWO IDEAS FOR 365 FOR SLEEPOVER.
I SWEAR GUYS, I NEED YOU TO USE THOSE BRAINS
THAT YOU HAVE . WORK THOSE CREATIVITY
CELLS . RUB THEM TOGETHER!! RUB THEM !

TIREDD DAY

As you can see, well i can see that it's 11:27. O_O i was really tired today and didn't want to write, BUT SINCE IT'S MY DAY.
Today was regents. The geometry regents was easy . EASY. Those test i had with mr. gong was hell and here come the regents -_________-. i'm probably not making ANY sense but too tired to make some sense. YOU WILL HAVE TO FIGURE IT OUT.
So i'm watching drama again. It's pretty good. It's called Brilliant legacy or in other titles Shining in heritance.
I played badminto with my mom today. O_______O It was quite interesting. Well first of all we lost two birdies when we only had two. So that meant we can't play anymore. One is the bushes with bees and the other is high up in the sky in a tree branch -________-. So in order to get the birdies i took a broom and i tried to throw it at the tree branch. Instead of throwing it at the tree branch i hit my neighbor's door. I was basically laughing on the floor when i did that. Then i made my mom go. Good thing no one was home.
iT'S 11:59 O CRAP DEADLINE x________________x
ANYWAYS MY DAY WAS VERY TIREDSOME AND FUN BECAUSE IHAD TO DO STUFF....


-rEBECCA

Last Day of SKEWL!!

Wohooo so it was the last full day of school!! Doesn't feel like it at all.. It just felt like any other ol' day on the way to school.. and through MOSTT of my classes, except we were hugging and taking pictures and all that fun stuff :P

I'd say by far, it WAS just another day, except it was cooler than any other day. o__o Don't mind my common sense.. it functions properly when the tests roll around but when it comes to stuff like this :D.. Every morning starts with a good big dose of Ms. Wolfe ! wohoo for the smelly old woman who should go retire and die so that someone else can take her place and actually TEACH US SOMETHING. She made us work today and it sucked big time because that just made everyone groggy and lazy. Plus the weather didn't help at all. Then came Japanese! I spent about four five hours trying to do a packet on something we barely learned for extra credit, and I forgot to hand it in.. at least I got a pretty good grade on my final.
Science was pretty cool because our teacher made us cookies :D I swear her voice is like forced out of her vocal tubes. She's always making those weird smilely faces all year round and emphasizing what she says a lot. I say it's scary and she says our regents is in 3 days. who studied :D
Lunch! I actually didn't really get to go to lunch.. I starved too but I got a drink and a bag of chips from the vending machine. Mostly because Ivana wanted to go try finish glazing some of her bisque work and I kept holding her off by trying to get Jane's number and then talking to Meng xD. English was boring.. then global!! we didn't get to finish watching Cromwell TT^TT!!!! i love that movie. I think it's the first historical kind of movie movie that I like, not the documentaries or stuff where they comment. Instead we wrote about how the class was and then at the end of class we got to hug Mr. Weiler!! :D he's such a cool guy.
next was ceramics where we cleaned the room. A bunch of people and I reorganized the glazes (liquid glass paint) because the people who were SUPPOSED to do it were idiots and didn't want to do their job .___. so we had to search for the colors we wanted for half the period throughout the year. we eventually got most of it done which was pretty cool, expecially if you looked at how organized it was!
Math was pretty boring except for exchanging numbahs with Galina and MengJi :D andd I guess listening to this awesome song called Blue Bird on Gilani's iPod. LOVE THAT SONG!

it's taking me so long to write this blog.. mostly because i had to eattt then i had to poop :D then i had to check up some stuff on the internett and then paint something because i got boreddd and linda called me.. and i went up to close the window skylight thing to the ceilinggg and then i had to eat another snack and then my mom and i watched a weird chinese man be a comedian for half an hour. here's the picture:
can't rotate .. DON'T KNOW HOW TO
It's a really weird picture because I actually started finishing a project from the previous semester and then something hit me, maybee I should paint it in glue! like I did for another random piece of newspaper I watercolor-glued to my sketchbook. So the project actually started out with three heads, front fac, profile, and back of the head (all drawings of a single person, MengJi) Then we had to cut them up and then somehow reform another picture from that. I guess if you look closely you can see the weird paper edges and MAYBE the pencil lines. I actually forgot to put the glasses in. Either way it doesn't look anything like her, and I also covered up a lot of the lines that were supposed to be hair :P her face was pretty much all hair except for the eyes, nose and the lips. Another cool thing was that I used some cheap poster paint after I finished gluing the picture and the paint cracked :D so cool. When I put poster paint for the eyebrows, it ended up cracking so it ACTUALLYY looks like eyebrow hair.KEWLS

Oh yeah! funnest period of the day was PE! got to sit near cartoon man and ella and ipster. We had a whole bunch of fun during PE but I'm too.. exhausted? from typing all this and you probably wouldn't even want to hear 'bout it anyway.

I think I have written too much :D enjoy my cluesless rambling.
-Clara

this post is probably the most boring

Because it's Sunday and I didn't do anything today.

I am gonna just talk about stuff, rants, and realizations. Fun!

I have come to the conclusion that my family loves my brother more than me. I know you guys have read A Tree Grows In Brooklyn, but you know, for clarification... The mother in the book loves the brother more than the daughter, and it's painfully obvious at times, when the son gets the new clothes, the better treatment, more sleep and etc. Yet the sister doesn't grudge him over this fact, and deep inside, she knows her mother has favoritism. Sort of like that here, where I'm feeling very pissed off.

Oh sure, Luke gets the better everything, and when Luke breaks an expensive thing, all he gets is a "Oh Luke." But when LINDA breaks something, it's more like, "Dammit Linda. Now we have to pay for that." Or when LUKE'S friend's come over, then they get the better treatment than if Linda's friends come over. Sure you use the excuse, "But they never come over anyways" THAT'S CAUSE YOU DON'T TREAT THEM AS WELL AS LUKE'S FRIENDS.

It might be old fashioned, the favoring of the son because he'll carry the family name, or just cause he has a better future, but it's happening and I'm not happy. I have to clean HIS mess, but when it's his turn to clean, he gets grandma to do it. Fair? Not in this world.

Also, the guests de luke just got:

-expensive chocolate

-drinks

-cantaloupe/fruit

-the best room

-food that i want to eat but that won't let me

DO YOU GUYS REMEMBER GETTING THAT WHEN YOU CAME OVER?!

agahkalsmda!.

-Linda w/ a boring day

FILLMORE WAS A PRESIDENT

So yesterday was my music final. I fell asleep studying so I didn't really study until the morning but I have English before music and Nieves was being an ass. Since he really doesn't have anything left to teach us so he's giving us really strange quizzes.

The first one was a memorization game. He placed twenty-five random things on his desk and told us too look at it without telling us the point of looking at it. Some people didn't even go to look. Then he told us to sit and made us list all of the items down. My team got 16 out of 25, coming in 3rd place.

The second one I thought I could own. He told us to list all of the American presidents. Since Lucy has forced me to memorize this, and in order, a couple of summers before, I thought I would get all of them. Apparently, no. I got 24 presidents with their full names, probably 2 or 3 of them I got wrong because I confused their first names. I got 4 other presidents but only their last names. THIS SUMMER. I will know all. If I don't, I'm going to shoot myself.

Just kidding.

I SAW MY BESTIES YESTERDAY
-enter here a very girly squeal-

I went to sleep at two this morning and had to wake up at seven something. I am so flippin' tired.
I passed out in Chinese school but my teacher wouldn't let me sleep and made me write random characters on the board. TWICE. The second time was awesome though, I only forgot one. Accomplishment. It feels so goooood.

So today was basically me eating this big ass Hershey's kiss that my cousin bought me during her week in New York last week. It's so goood, but there's still this little square of chocolate left. I'll eat it tomorrow.

I also went to the lake with my siblings minus Lucy. It was dark and gloomy so they were kind of scared and wouldn't take as many pictures as I wanted them too. Whatever, they still have to take pictures sooner or later for father's day. YAY !

So guys sleepover is now on the 22 and 23. 22 is for hanging on the roof and watching movies, and laughing, and raping, and laughing. Then while you guys are all sleeping, I'm just gonna ask you guys please don't fart. It makes me laugh and I don't want to wake you guys up by laughing. So restrain your bodily gasses. And 23 is for SWIMMING :D So get ready guys, I'm going to show off my freestyle skills [riiiiight].

One more day of class. I don't believe it actually. Freshman year in a nutshell was : boring, uneventful, depressing, sad, boring, boring .... boring, wait also annoying, and well boring.

So, I'm going to kill my bladder by holding in my piss until the next commercial on my Smackdown episode. Which is twenty more minutes.

ANYWAYS .
Since Flickr isn't really fond of me, what do you guys think of today's shoot, because I really liked it (:
http://www.flickr.com/photos/notalie/3622839969/

Oh, and talking about Flickr, during the sleepover I want you guys to be in my 365. So if you have any ideas tell me :D No seriously, I want ideas from my amazing, pretty, and creatively awesome friendsss.

-natalie

FRIDAY COOLDAY

TODAY WAS THE IMPROV SHOW.
well i thought it was pretty funny but some people could have been better. To tell you the truth. My day was :
geometry- regents practice
english- watching the movie v
gym- just sitting there
science- FINALLL
lunch - O____________O today was weird and dramatic....
math research - boring played a word game >.>""
spanish- played spanish hangman
global watched kingdom of heaven ALMOST FELL ASLEEP
After that i went to pennn station i took the lirr. AND THEN SOMEONE SOMEONE DIDN'T TELL ME TO STAY THERE AND I WENT TO STUY. then i went back to penn station and wasted 2 dollars :P
Then we went to a park near magnitheater. The park had wifi and we played with clara's itouch. I should get one. maybe christmas. MAYBE.
After that it was the improv show =]
Then we could decide for a long time to eat somewhere. Until we decided on dunkin donuts. O WELL The workers there were pretty stupid. let's not talk about that todayyy.
Then we went home and stuff.
Rebecca today is very tired
and is needed in sleep
so she won't write no more
but she swears that she will no longer write
a post that is this short
under some circumstances :P

Kinokuniya Days

Woo it's Thursday, and they're about two days of school left. :[ Freshman year went by too fasstttt!

Oh guess whatt.. the swine flu has gotten a level six as a pandemic. :[ it's such a morbid week. Except for tuesday!! I went to Kinokuniya near Times Square with my friend Alyson :D. We actually planned to go a veryyy long time before we actually got to go because we each forgot to bring money. btw, Kinokuniya is just a Japanese book store. So we took the bus there :D and it was also my first time taking the bus in Manhatten. Mainly because the 1 train wasn't stopping at our stop so everyone had to leave and walk to 59th st's station but we were smart and took the bus with our transfer :P.
Kinokuniya's really cool since it's pretty much across the street from Bryant Park and it's big!! Three floors!! At first Alyson just showed me the manga magazines(lol) because that's what she mostly goes there for, but then we started trying to decipher some of the manga with our knowledge of Japanese: failed attempt. Thenn we got hungry and tried some food there. Awesome cakes :DD we even decided to do some of our Japanese hw to practice for our final in two days (we eventually found out it wasn't even on the test .-.). And whenever we got to a problem we didn't understand we debated on whether or not to ask the Japanese-speaking people around us. xD we never got the courage to do so but we kept arguing over what to say if we ever were. We also never got to buy anything, but it was pretty cool going there. We plan on going again before the school year ends completely.

My leg is also twitching like crazy.. it's been twitching since lunch. Why is it twitching :[?

Finals week has also been a big pain the tush.. But my teachers have been grading our tests really fast, and I am actually getting better grades than I expected o___o we even won our first volleyball game since our winning streak of 2 :D the final game for second place is on friday.. hope we win :P. I also have a English in-class-essay tomorrow on Antigone .____. my english teacher Mr Moore is such a boob.. giving us an in-class-essay on the day before the last day of school until regents week!! All he said was "I want to prep you guys up for the English Regents." We're not even taking the regents this year!!!! I hope i don't fail that essay.. he's not even letting us prepare much and he's giving us the thesis tomorrow. :[

This week's weather has also been pretty bad.. hope it doesn't rain next next week!
For the time being, I'm going to try and prepare for my essay while you read this blog entry :D.

-Clara

seen alot of joy and seen alot of pain!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eoaTl7IcFs8

It's in my head and it won't go! :]

Today's troubles are half my fault and half not my fault.

Let's list 'em!

1. No sleep is my fault. Slept for thirteen hours the other day
and I guess the reason I'm stil feeling good right now is just me
being retarded.

2. My biology textbook is partially my fault and also a bit not. Sure,
I might have left in art by mistake, but she let another student take
it without her knowledge and now she's blaming me fully? I don't know,
but when you let another student just take what's in front of the desk,
there are bigger things to be worrying about lady.

3. Spanish final was my fault, I didn't study and I
got lower than most people I'm thinking. It was okay
I guess, I don't expect a good grade.

4. My loss of a friend is not my fault. I tried to patch
things up once in a while, but it's hard to do if the other
person is not responsive at all. I guess we could still be
friends. If you mean, strangers that know each other's
names.

5. Lastly, WWII was not my fault.

I've always wondered, why is the N-word not as offensive
as the word chink? They both seem to be derogatory words
toward a race and they both seem to hurt the races when they
are said, I know I feel kind of insulted when they say Chink. It's
as though it's the first and only thing they see about me, my race.
There's more to it than that you know. They say the N-word has a
much dark history to it, but does that really matter? It's a word, we
give it memories and we give it power. If that word is allowed to be
shown in a bad light, but Chink can be said freely, does that mean
the african-american race is higher than the chinese race, or is it
because we don't get pissed off everytime someone says Chink to
us? Either way, I feel we should get some respect or say in the matter.

and HELP ME PLSDFAKSLDMAS! see you guys.

-Linda

another day another nickel

SOOOO
I FAILED BIOLOGY TODAY :D

It was really hard. She freaking said it was going to be mainly on evolution, when did mainly mean two questions. I am so confused. I took the test, thought I was going to get a seventy, rechecked it three times, then passed out for twenty minutes. Then people started talking about answers and I freaked. I failed so badly.

Biology sucks balls of steel.

Anyways, tomorrow is the music test and Spanish test. I hope that I'll do well on the music, I'm pretty sure I'll get an 80+. Spanish is just dead. I hate all the damn verb conjugations and all those damn tenses. AND, oh, god, I HATE indirect pronouns. I hate it so much. Good thing it's multiple choice.

RIGHT NOW KALAI IS SITTING NEXT TO ME, WATCHING SOME CHINESE MOVIE, I WONDER IF SHE'LL SEE THIS.

Meaning, my cousins from Florida are over. They're leaving on Thursday. Which is bad yet good. Bad because they only stayed for four days. Good because i can't to study ! I sound so nerdy but I'm stupid so it doesn't count :P

ANYWAYS
I have an English essay due tomorrow. It's going to be the worst thing I will write in my life. No doubt about it.

OH YEAH
I did my first assignment for Spectator, Stuy's newspaper, today! I thought they pictures would come out really badly, but some of them are pretty nice. Thank god for good lighting ! Eh, I still want to know if I got into Opinions or not. I'm also a bit scared if I got in. What if I sound like that ass no one wants to read.

ANOTHER thing that happened today was people being really assy. Rodin was yelling at me in the morning because apparently I was making a "fuss" out of finding out who was the person that came up with the theory of mutation. And then I asked him later on to give something to some guy in his class, and he was like no, can't you? Like, seriously, dude, no. And then in biology, people were being really arugmentive. Is that a word? Whatever.

SHORT POST.
Because I have an essay to write.
Because my brain hurts.
Because I have to study.
Because I have to memorize.
Because I love you.

-NATALIE

FREAKING MONDAY

SO IT'S FINALS WEEK!
Evil person who invented this shall well burn.
i think i have finals every single day of this week.
Also i have to bring in textbooks which is a pain in the ass.
5 more days until school ends and i have to take regents but who cares anymore.
i'm tired X_________________X
i just came back from tutoring for 2 hours. It was fun. I played with a snake and a cat.
The snake is pretty cool. It's small but the tongue is freaky. It eats mice O_O.
My tutor has 2 cats. One is really skinny You can feel the bones. The other one is pretty fat but it's orange =D.
Did i tell you guys that i'm going to cut my hair? I'm pretty bored of this hair style -__________-. So i might get blunt bangs. If you don't know what it is search it upp.
Anyways mondays are boring and tired and useless in my brain. i almost fell asleep in spanish because my spanish doesn't give a damn and finishes her lessons usually 15 minutes early. On the other hand the honor classes that i have which is math and science finish the very last minute.
So i'm tired and i probably said this for 3 times now?
This is rebecca
dozing off to sleep
so she can wake up and eat
and get through school without sleep?

Sunday Mornings

Hello sunshine :D more like scalding rays of sunlight beaming onto my skin.

Today's hot, just like yesterday. Yesterday was hot but not like today. Bored out of my mind right now, and trying to study for my finals but it's not working out so well.

I was wandering around on youtube aimlessly, and I came across some new music videos from SJ and DBSK. I'm not Korean but I like to listen to their music. Sooo I'm listening and I'm thinking that SJ's comeback sucks bawls :P. I give them credit for being a group of 13 members ? and still being able to keep that, but their comeback has all these new high pitched weirdos singing. Cool, okay so some other members who didn't get to sing a lot before are singing now, but what happened to the oldies? Don't see them singing a word or even dancing .-. Plus their new songs kind of suck.. it's pretty much repeating phrases with the same tone. At least change up the pitches! I compared their new songs to DBSK who still have their mojo and rocking it.

These past days have been a blast, sleeping when I get home and waking up for an hour or two and then falling back to sleep for another nine hours. But my stomach hasn't been very happy and my muscles are lazy. Have to get them functioning again.. wanna go swimming?? I do..

Oh yeah I also checked out some videos on Project Natal by those XBox people. Prettyyy cool! No consoles, and it's all motion detecting, voice detecting, and some other new cool things. But how much does that cost.. think about it e___e

Ugh.. I should be studyingg mostly because my bio final is pretty much everything since September. Been wondering if I should take the sat two for bio.. woo go chemistry next year!
what the hecks enzymatic hydrolysis.. and pestrogen secretion .. and endometrium!! i hate these big words
I'll just go study complex and compound-complex sentences instead.

Cool mint!
-Clara

seventeen days since we started

can you believe it? i can't

i can't type with the caps and the grammar because right now

my head hurts

i don'tknow why

it's been hurting since yesterday, which is cool i guess because i get used to it

but it's kind of like getting used to not having an arm

...

it sucks.

this is a reminder to self to bring tong's stapler on monday or else she'll chop off my balls

something or another.

today was improv!

isn't that wonderful.

i don't know what to say, cause improv is so random

we beat on edward and hurt his feelings

i wanted to halps him but i don't know him well enough to comfort plus

i don't really know how to comfort people.

makes me sad.

someone comfort me.

lawls.

saw a show at the magnet theater. it was really funny, even though the guys said they were only practicing for three weeks. THREE WEEKS AND THEY'RE THAT GOOD? i think they were naturally talented to begin with, they probably didn't even need the 'learning'

unlike us. i don't feel confident in the improv show only because we're paying people

also i learned we owe that improv teacher a couple hundred bucks

which he probably needs to live on

but i didn't know

plus, we only use him for one day, but we're paying for the whole WEEK. GAH!

i always thought that

'female comedians never have the same flair as male ones do. they seem to not be able to emit the same aura as the male personalities do.'

meaning, we're never gonna be QUITE as funny as them

because face it, there are some things we just cannot do

but the improv theater made me feel better about this all

the girls were just as funny, if not more, than the males

and that made me happy.

gives me hope!

by the way, did you guys see the fml counterpart

givesmehope.com?

it's upliftin' man~

-linda

maaahaaahaaahhaaaaps wait

SO TODAY WAS GAY DAY
I didn't spend much time there. Just enough to buy a bracelet with XXX on it. I am so cool. But not as cool as Linda with her Gay Day `08 shirt. We're so cool.

Moving on now .

Remember that guys? Good times, good times.

ANYWAYS.
So today.
Woke up, brushed, got dressed, packed up, left the house, ate my sandwich on the bus, saw Chelsea, talked before falling asleep, tooked the trains to school, talked to Rodin & Angel, did Chinese homework while Pooja slept, went to English class, went to music class [laughed my ass off], went to lunch [where Victoria ate all of my food], went to global [where my teacher would not let me speak], went to math [where I realized my teacher is flippin' awesome], went to Spanish [where I fell asleep], went to Biology for two periods [where I failed a practice regents], found Linda, went to Gay Day, went to China Red, went to train, to bus, to home, to here where I am now.

Isn't my day so interesting?

Not really, I know.

So, I'm still pissed about the whole confidence thing. Is it something he can't see, or does see that makes him believe that I have no confidence. I mean, to the people I've told this to [minus Mavi], I am confident. I think I am. But not to the extent that I'm egotistical. But is egotistical confident? Is there an overlapping part of those two characteristics somewhere? I don't know, my head kind of hurts right now since it is seven minutes till my deadline for the day.

Why doing it so late?

Chinese school.

Suck.
My.
Bawls.

Gah, I have to pee really badly.

I have to go to a Speech dinner tomorrow. It's mandatory, meaning if I don't attend, they're kicking me out of the team. Which makes no sense to me whatsoever. I mean, it's speech, what does attending a dinner have to do with that? Mindless ways of making us donate money. Why do they even need so much money anyways? Oh yeah, I forgot. For these coaches that I've never seen. Right.

I feel like doing something in the school that I've thought about doing but haven't really done.

No I'm not going to blow the damn school up. Pessimistic weirdos.

I might start it Monday. If I remember, and feel up to it. Who knows, maybe people won't notice. Or what if people will notice but ignore it. Which won't be so bad.

SIGNING OFF FOR THE NIGHT
not really, just have to finish Chinese homework.

-NATALIE

Forgotten thursday

So i forgot i had to write the blog today until i was reminded by my fellow friend NATALIE! >.<
Anyways what did i do today...? well i bought a whole lot of leancuisine stuff to eat. and i went to pay/half and bought me a blue shirt. Just a blue shirt with no prints. O_O weird.....
AND CLARA WHERE ARE YOU GOSH. our plans were canceled you should have picked up your phone. NO SLEEPING FOR YOU NEXT TIME.
Oh and my mom and dad were home, which is very weird but nice. It's nice to have the whole family eating dinner once in a while. Well fatty was being fatty. YES my dog's name is fatty. If you have a problem, screw you. ^____^ My dad thought of this name and there he was. He's is currently one years old and a half? He's pretty stupid and deathly afraid of clara. (for some reason.)
WELL there's another week of school. Tomorrow i have a geometry quiz, a english final, and a global final, and a bio test. YAY ME -_____-. All thesee test can surely piss you off but then i would rather take a test instead of listening to a teacher teach you something.
Tomorrow is dozopalooza. If only i knew an of the bands. If i did i think i would go but i heard the tickets are almost sold out. It's from 7 to 11? i think.
Speaking of concerts warped tour anyone? T_T tickets are still onsale but we would need someone to drive us there and pick us up again.
SO i'm tired and almost to the point where i would fall asleep right away. i'm making so much run ons that i might as well go away. And it's currently 10: 35 early but sleepy and sleepier by the moment . OH my zune might come ( the new one ). i broke the old one i don't know how. This is rebecca signing off of forgotten thursday

Dumplings

Holy crap.. I practically slept the day away. Sorry :[

I got home today and my mom just sent me straight to practice my Chinese Harp, and I did so for maybe half an hour. Then I fell asleep.. on the instrument. Even though it looks pretty prickly, it actually felt kind of cool :D but if you think about it, when you're dead tired and just want to lay down somewhere, prickly or not doesn't matter to me. Yeah so I fell asleep on my instrument and I woke up with these huge red lines on my face.
I still kind of have them.

Anddd then I realized it was my day to write. Crap. It's like already twelve.
Kind of stuffing my face with dumplings too because my mom's making me eat them to grow taller?
I don't understand how dumplings are supposed to make you grow taller. They're all different.. even their bread is different! So pretty much now I have to gobble down three to four dumplings a day. Yum

Oh yeah, just the other day I met a friend of my friend, Catherine, who is Shanghainese :DD wohooo! I don't really see her everyday, but we call each other in the hallways and stuff. It's so fun calling her shanghainese words :P she calls me older sister, but I always yell at her. Thenn I found out cartoon man is also half Shanghainese. Holy crap!! I actually thought he was half Japanese because of the way he looks and the fact that he takes Japanese, but now that I think about it, he doesn't really look Japanese.

I'm actually pretty tired so I'm going to make this pretty short.
Today was kind of cool.. in some ways. Normal schedule blah blah blah. Then ceramics!! WOO I love ceramics class. Today I got to work on the wheel and boy is it fun :P I've already worked on the wheel for like three weeks even though we're only allowed on it for one week. I made a really cool pot that ACTUALLY looks and can ACTUALLY function as a pot when I get it fired and glazed and all that good stuff. But for now I'm just waiting for it to dry so they can fire it. FIAH!! I'm so out of it right now I don't even know what I ate for lunch..

oh right, I also finished my art final today... jeeze it looks so bad it's not even worthy of being in the garbage can, at least that's what I think. Wow it's taking me like half an hour to write this because my head is so woozy. I was half painting and have eating mandarines through my final, because I was hungry.. and when I thought things couldn't get worse, my friend smashed my mandarine peels on my painting and now I have this odd citric juice mark on my painting. woo go citric acid.

It was raining today, and I decided to wear short sleeves and kind of short capris.
I hope the rain goes away tomorrow.. darn you Linda :[ come with us tomorrow!!
-Clara
I want to go back to sleep .___. but I be Nat is going to yell at me so I'm going to go call her as she asked, down there

hi koo

i posted this late

but not as late as clara

i am a good girl

----

clara, hurry up

post and tell us what happened

and then please call us



-Linda

lime is the new lemon

You always see someone, and you're like, "Man, that kid kinda seems kinda cool on the surface. I really wanna be friends with them."

On television, you just go right up and be friends and it ends happily ever with secks and hugs for all.

I wouldn't be saying I'm antisocial(or maybe I am.) but I'm saying that I don't have the guts to do that. What if it doesn't go right? What if I ruin this hypothetical relationship? What if we never become friends again?

In the meantime the kid has no idea who I am while I'm worrying about our sexual tension.

Oh man am I cool.

In my experiences, 99% of these potential friendships/sexual awkwardness are lost becoming, "Ugh, it's too much time, the moment has passed, I guess I'll give up."

BUT. The 1% of these chances that I've said to myself, "Screw it, 99% of the world doesn't want me. That leaves more than fifty thousand people that want to be friends with me right?" and gone for the gold, I've been granted with the most awesome people in my life. :]

Kay mushy mushy is over.

So I finalized my decision to stay in Stuyvesant or not. I'm just really sad about it. I think I would've been sad even if I picked the other one, but I think that I'm just an idiot who, if two cups of identical water were in front of me, I'd never get anything done. There's a tiny chance of me being able to transfer to Cardozo in my sophmore year depending if they love me enough and if I get in touch with their offices. So I guess all hope is not lost, and I guess I'll maintain my lowly 85 average. Yeah you heard me right, I'm not goin' anywhere but I'm failing.

But I guess I wouldn't be that great in Cardozo as people tell me I would. Look at me. I'm writing a blog instead of studying for finals. This late at night even. At best, I'd be in the top 100 of cardozo. It's best to be in Stuyvesant with an less than great average and getting that stuy diploma than at dozo with a low 90 average that I probably can't keep up.

Ah well.

End with funny... end with funny... uhh.

I found that boob I bought.

-Linda

cool guys don't look at explosions

I'm in love with Andy Samberg.
He's just way too amazing.
The sex. The hot sex. So sexy.
I'll stop now.

Anyways, I somewhat forgot about this blog. I think we should advertise more. But then would it get people pissed off at some things I say? Or would they understand that this is just a flow of though and not edited at all except for some grammar shit? Tricky, tricky.

So, today I woke up pretty early but my mom forgot to make me breakfast and I got pissed. But I ate in school which I don't want to. I mean, the bacon taste like plastic. PLASTIC. Who eats that stuff. I had to eat school lunch to which isn't so bad but they didn't have fries so I'm angry. I did eat a lot of stuff after school. Pizza and zeppoles. It's so fun to hang out with friends after school but it doesn't help with the sleep department.

Linda, you have white stuff on your face.

The juniors/seniors in Stuy when I came for Camp Stuy said that you can have two of the three: sleep, grades, friends. I have .... friends? Kind of. Grades are down the toilet and sleep is not helpful. I sleep a good night, then the next night, I sleep two hours. THERE IS NO BALANCE.

So I'm watching the MTV Movie Awards on the internet and it always annoys me how many people scream whenever "Twilight" is said. It makes me want to hit someone in the face. I mean, the only reason they're screaming is because they think the actors are "hot." I don't understand how that is hot. I really want to know. It's like I can't explain it but I can't make sense of it either. It's so weird.

I was talking to this girl in my biology class today and she told me that this guy she liked probably doesn't like her back because she's not pretty. WHAT DOES THAT MEAN? Not pretty. It's such a simple phrase, I know, but I don't understand it. Like Linda said today. "What we think is hot and pretty is not what guys think is hot and pretty." That makes sense.

I don't know where I'm going with this.

I'm just saying that just because YOU don't think you're pretty, doesn't mean you're not. SOMEONE out there somewhere, will think you are. The trick to this whole alone in life thing is not to be picky. Who the hell cares if your husband is hot. They're gonna look the same when they're all old. Wrinkly and gray.

When I was writing that paragraph my dad came and yelled at me for not drying my hair right after washing my hair. I don't like do even dry my hair with a blowdryer, I like to do it naturally. He said that if I did it right after showering, it would take ten minutes. But if I waited then it would take fifteen. My logic was that if i I let my hair naturally dry half way, I would have to use the blowdryer less because there is now less moisture in my hair. Does that not make more sense? Why does my family insist on making me feel like I am talking nonsense. Scratch that, make that most people. I'm talking about something that makes perfect sense to me but when I look at them, they give me strange looks and say that I'm crazy.

PEOPLE
SUCK
BALLS.

Except this girl on flickr. I just saw this:






























Natalie is done for the day.