maaahaaahaaahhaaaaps wait

SO TODAY WAS GAY DAY
I didn't spend much time there. Just enough to buy a bracelet with XXX on it. I am so cool. But not as cool as Linda with her Gay Day `08 shirt. We're so cool.

Moving on now .

Remember that guys? Good times, good times.

ANYWAYS.
So today.
Woke up, brushed, got dressed, packed up, left the house, ate my sandwich on the bus, saw Chelsea, talked before falling asleep, tooked the trains to school, talked to Rodin & Angel, did Chinese homework while Pooja slept, went to English class, went to music class [laughed my ass off], went to lunch [where Victoria ate all of my food], went to global [where my teacher would not let me speak], went to math [where I realized my teacher is flippin' awesome], went to Spanish [where I fell asleep], went to Biology for two periods [where I failed a practice regents], found Linda, went to Gay Day, went to China Red, went to train, to bus, to home, to here where I am now.

Isn't my day so interesting?

Not really, I know.

So, I'm still pissed about the whole confidence thing. Is it something he can't see, or does see that makes him believe that I have no confidence. I mean, to the people I've told this to [minus Mavi], I am confident. I think I am. But not to the extent that I'm egotistical. But is egotistical confident? Is there an overlapping part of those two characteristics somewhere? I don't know, my head kind of hurts right now since it is seven minutes till my deadline for the day.

Why doing it so late?

Chinese school.

Suck.
My.
Bawls.

Gah, I have to pee really badly.

I have to go to a Speech dinner tomorrow. It's mandatory, meaning if I don't attend, they're kicking me out of the team. Which makes no sense to me whatsoever. I mean, it's speech, what does attending a dinner have to do with that? Mindless ways of making us donate money. Why do they even need so much money anyways? Oh yeah, I forgot. For these coaches that I've never seen. Right.

I feel like doing something in the school that I've thought about doing but haven't really done.

No I'm not going to blow the damn school up. Pessimistic weirdos.

I might start it Monday. If I remember, and feel up to it. Who knows, maybe people won't notice. Or what if people will notice but ignore it. Which won't be so bad.

SIGNING OFF FOR THE NIGHT
not really, just have to finish Chinese homework.

-NATALIE