Ho Hum

I'm not sure if you guys still check up on this blog anymore :/.. I still kind of want to keep this blog going for the four of us because it's a nice way for us to still keep in touch and talk about our days at school or whatever.

Not sure when you guys'll read this but I hope it's soon :D

Yeah just wanted to put that idea out there

-clara

i have many straws, but this may or may not be the last one

i'm also hurt by this..

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=775964&id=1062164898#/photo.php?pid=775965&id=1062164898&fbid=1249745358057

this was the friday before halloween....

back on topic.

hey nat, i'll give you some background info. becca and me talked from about 10 30 pm to 1 30 am last night, along with clara

i'll send you the chatlogs if becca and clara allow me to, if not, you can hear their side of the story and mine

but anyways, you guys signed off on me. without warning.

i am thoroughly pissed off, because i was hoping we could actually talk.

we were talking and could've GONE somewhere until you guys signed off

in two minutes of each other.

this can't be a "gtg sleep" thing either, because i didn't get a "g'night" or "bye" or anything.

from both of you

can we talk about this in real life?

or are we going to settle this on the internet.

god grew tired of us

dammit i submitted too early

anyways, reading that book maketh me cry

pahtee is on the saturday after black friday

so in about a week and a half

guest list is like last year's, but with some more stuy peeps.

also where art thou becca

EDIT: ahaha i can do it too clara <3

-liyndcai

ahh..

I think i was supposed to post on the 17th.. so im going to put this under that day :D

i don't have much to say except that it's midterm week for us LaGing people :D constantly lagging behind~

lol I'm trying to finish my video game design before tomorrow.. which is Friday.. which is also when my design is due :/ but my design is so crappy.. it's like rain rain go away and some girl sitting in front of a window sill looking at the mean clouds pour rain all over the land. I wanna do something interesting like Genji Dawn of the Samurai :[ but my skills aren't that pro.. ICAN'T WAIT TO GET MAH NEW GLASSES :D

i lost them.. my dad got me new glasses the other day.. but they are going to take like two weeks from.. tuesday :[[[[[[ i want them nao..

yeah.. I don't get it. Why is it whenever something cool happens i have it all in my head how i'll write it about in my blog :DDD but when it comes time to write about it.. it's like ehhhh nothing's coming..

oh yeah. if you guys read linda's post i hope you read this too :D 'cause you'll probably go o___o how'd something written after Linda's post get put under 11/17? shhhh e___e it's a secret. um anyway.. what time's your b-day partay linda? :DD my friend wants to go bowling on that day and she can't go on any other day :[ so i'm trying to see if i can go to both without missing the other. If it's like last year, it's all good :DD

We were in our second round of play-offs for bowling yesterday.. it was in Staten Island up against Tottenville or something.. some weird high school that sounds like it came out of some hill billy movie xD no offense to them.. but they looked like staten islanders o___o it was a huge culture shock to me.. i know people from our school from staten island.. but WHOAAA they had like the stereotypical staten island stufff... their own bowling balls that were like pink.. kinda big girls with hair extensions.. and the typical stuff like jelled long hair.. kinda like how allyson veneluavelakshdflksdh w.e used to look like .

yeah but we lost by a SHIWET LAKSHDLFK LOAD OF POINTSS

A team.. like the best people on the team lost by like 140 points @___@ HOLY **********

but B team was better.. they only lost by like 60 something points.. I left school like.. after seventh period for the game.. but some girl, Harley, showed up too and Mr. Shale put me on B team.. but I played really bad the first time.. i got a 46 because I guess i was really nervous @___@ so i let Harley play because she hasn't gone all season.. and I thought i'd probably disappoint him again :[ but I kind of regret it.. I got a 95 last time at practice.. but w.e :/ next year.

Yeah that's all I have for now :D

-clara

So.....

You didn't tell me what time your party is.
I don't even know if it's today, but when I asked last, you said it'd be on Sunday.
And it's Sunday.
But since I haven't heard anything, I can't go.
I have to go to dinner with my family.

-nat

Pacemaker

I've been trying to keep up with some things in school lately.. and some activities outside of school so I really don't have the enrgy to write the long blogs i used to write :/ Sorry to those who were looking foward to it.

I have mid-terms next week.. so my next post probably won't be so long either.. man that sucks

I'll just brief up whatever i have on my mind.

I got a 95 during bowling today :D only during the second round though.. i was having a pretty bad day because some of my friends didn't say hi to me.. I have to get an answer for that soon. I did pretty bad during the first round with a 48, but it's all good with the 95. I've also kind of feel like the color in my face is draining away. The other day I noticed that my tongue is really white.. which usually signifies that you're unhealthy, why I don't know. My nails have also gotten these white speckles on them too which is supposed to mean that your body is lacking calcium. Plus most of the people around school have red ish lips.. and somehow my lips are always drained of color. I want to figure that out. I even have this weird rash thing going on around the back of my neck.. which everyone thinks is some weird ass hicky so i always have to keep my hair down and my hair's pretty coarse.. not like the typical smooth and shiny asian hair, so it blows up whenever i don't tie it.. or it gets fuzzy and all that nasty stuff.

Yeah that's probably about it for my speed blog entry.. can we go to Central Park for real during Thanksgiving break? I'll try really hard to contact you whenver i can Linda :]

-clara

public service announcement

Hey guys, I'm just address this out front because I have a debate tournament tomorrow, and I'd like this off my mind before I practice.

Rough spots are bound to happen in friendships, especially long friendships like ours. However, that doesn't mean you have to do the typical girly thing. We've always been the fan of not being that kind of drama group, the kind that doesn't do that behind the back talking. We've been doing a great job of that, we never talk behind each other's backs. Which is why I'm bring in this out in the front so that we can clearly talk about it, because dodging questions and just being passive about it won't fix crap.

First order of business, the Halloween ordeal. Yes, I missed the planning and I didn't trick or treat with you guys. I asked you guys if you going to get mad, and I got a mostly no. I regret missing that planning meeting, because that seemed like fun, but I was busy at the time, and although you could say that I should have cancelled, that would be unfair to the other party.

Second order of business, breast cancer walk. I don't know, I didn't hear anything about you guys going. There didn't seem to be any intention of me being let to go. What I want to know is how this would be have been a good idea. I get it, you guys were mad at me for before, but I don't get how this solves anything.

Third order of business was yesterday. Sorry Clara, I know you were supposed to tell me, and you forgot, and I can't say anything about that since I forget often as well. But at this point, I was functioning and awake on Wednesday at 7AM. In addition, my cellphone was working, and Clara has my phone number, so you can't pull that "I didn't have your number on me". The point is you guys saw that I was there and didn't call me or tell me anything.

I know you guys want to hang out, and I know you guys have a lot of fun. It's not fun however, to learn on Facebook at 11AM that your best friends were hanging out while you sat there. Yeah, you could say I didn't ask, but I know while Rebecca asks, you guys asked Clara to go, and I was not invited.

I'm been rather apathetic recently. My emotions are on a down low, I can't even muster enough to care about my failing grades. But even with my emotional rut right now, it still kind of hurts to be excluded to this extent. I want to be best friends with all of you guys, but I'm hating this drama. I love you guys Nat and Becca, but when you guys just talk to each other and not to me, I can't just say it doesn't bother me. On Halloween when I learned that you guys were hanging out and then walking to Clara's house, I can't say that didn't make me feel excluded. When you guys wouldn't answer the phone, and yes I know you guys were fixing her computer, but I called like five times, and I didn't get anybody after I got hung up on, I was feeling pretty shitty at this point.

And Nat, since you told me Becca c/p'ed the below post and didn't comment on it, I assume that you guys read what I write, but you don't comment on it, even when I want an answer. This time, I want an answer to all of this chaos. I want to know what you think, and I want to know if there is a compromise. What I do not want however, is a long post explaining how it is entirely my fault.

I want to be friends with you guys, but I'm not willing to be treated like this in order to be called "Best Friends".

hmm

posted here cause i didn't wanna stir up anything on facebook

http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=763278&id=1062164898#/photo.php?pid=763278&id=1062164898&fbid=1244497986876

you guys met today? :/

-lc

FALALALALA

i have nothing really to say except that there's no school wednesdayy wohooo :DDDDD

yeah umm SHORTEST POST??

i really don't want to say anything because i wanna go to sleep :P and i have a global editorial to write :DDDDDD k night

-clara

i'll aloe your drink

That's just a nonsensical dirty joke.

TO REBECCA : Soooooooooooooo, my dad's pretty much a jackass and still won't tell me when he's getting my fucking camera. SO EFF HIM. I'm still getting my tripod, probably the coming week. You're not off the hook yet. And where the fuck are youu. I have the laptop right now and you're not online. I'm angry.

TO CLARA : What? Buttery? I love that. I didn't even know that you could have that feeling.

TO LINDA : Did you miss the quiz on the Old Testament? I got a 40 on that. I think the ones who got a 100 are the ones who've studied the Bible in church.

I went to the dentist today in the morning. Really, I just wanted to sleep after a week of total crap. But nooo I have rotting teeth so I dragged my ass to Flushing. And fuck the dentist I saw when I had my cleaning. She freaking said I was going to need a shot for my fillings but when I went today, they didn't give me one. I have to go back next week for the other side. I don't know why they just can't do all of them at once. I hate the dentist.

I had to take David home because my mom needed to go to Chinatown. And we went to the park and played soccer for two hours. It felt good to get air I guess. But my legs still hurt from gym yesterday. I don't like circuit training. I can do a good number of situps but the machine they have requires you to lay on your back with your waist down pretty much higher than your waist up. I was only supposed to do it in front of Rachel but then by my third one, freaking Sam, Eli, Daniel, and some other people started watching me. And really that angle on my chin, and double chin, is not the best. And I could barely do eight. My legs were freaking aching from the two different cushions. Ahhh, fail at life.

So I'm pretty much failing school for the first time in my life. Good timing right? I'm probably gonna sound like an ass in the next few sentences. But in middle school I had higher averages than you guys and now, I probably have the lowest. And it makes me feel like crap. Not that I think you guys are stupid, but because of the fact that I was up high there and now I'm below rock bottom. It's just saddening to myself. I haven't told my dad yet.

I'm scared.

I've always my family to be like theirs.


nat
(saturday)

unfortunately, because it was late you cannot make it up

screw you manning srsly.

AGHH.

ONTO MORE EMOTIONAL NEWS.

Noah Biorkman is a 5 y.o. boy who is dying of cancer. His family is celebrating Christmas next week as he may not live to see it this year. All he wants is Christmas cards. Lets try and see how many we can get to him. His address is: 1141 Fountain View Circle South Lyon, Mi 48178

I'm going to send him a card, and also my font got messy.

Maybe we can collaborate a group card for this kid? :O it's real btw, snopes verified it

I have a debate tomorrow, and a shitload of hw to do today. I also went to bio olympiad, they blow my mind, I'm not sure if I want to stay in it. It's.. scary what they're learning. It's beyond AP bio. BEYOND. AP. BIO.

WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT?

Luckily I didn't go to the overnight debate, cause I didn't.. know it was overnight. :D

Although would've been cool ._.

I passed my math test.

With a 70.

Celebrate.

Anyways, my birthday's in a week and then some. I don't know what I'm doing, but I need to know if you guys are a gogo on a sleepover or not, cause I need.. to know what I CAN do.

-dadadacaicaicai

Blublublublublublublub.

I feel like butter. I've been feeling like butter almost for two days. Ewwwwwwwwww

Today was slightly better. I put my hair down today and people said I looked nice :D I even wore a pair of earrings my friend, Box, made for me.

Not much to say.. I only had two homeworks today.. and I'm pushing the last one as late as possible because I hate english .___. I HATE ENGLISH CLASS ugh. butter. I got my second annotated bib. back today.. and I got an 18/25 .__. I thought I did better on this one than the last one.. which I got a 20/25. Weird D: I don't know what she wants from me!!! AGH I don't get annotated bibliographies.. they suck bawls I also got a pop quiz back.. 4/10 eeekkk I hate trying to keep up with the reading .-. so many chapters of reading.. I HAVE A LIFE TOO TT^TT

I don't really know what to write about.. My global teacher, mr dorogusker got a haircut o__o he looks really weird.. He has really curly hair that kind of grows like an afro.. so when he cut it, even though there was like an inch and a half of hair left, it looked like he was bald.. weirddd e__e

This week feels like it's going by so SLOWWWLYYYY it's like I'm moving through butter. eww .__. I realy want to go to sleep but I should do this annotated bib. or then I'll pretty much fail her class.. I HATE ENLGISH :[ Why is it that even though english is like our first language (tho not really 'cause i started speaking chinese first) we fail miserably at it? ughhh

I think this'll be my shortest post EVAR

:[ buttery feeling

-clara

This is...

THIS IS REBECCA REPORTING TO YOU.

A typical day. I had lab and omg my take home lab is killer. You need a frying pan household liquids, a plastic baking pan (wtf. ) and then are a whole bunch of stuff that is needed to do.

Today i saw my chem teacher dance. It was pretty weird. i guess have music instead bells is pretty funny. People sing and dance in the halls if they know the songs. Having music is a plus. The bad part about it is that the song sometime gets stuck in your head.

Oh and my internet's fixed as you can seeee =]. i fixed it on halloween with natalie watching. WASN'T THAT FUN? ^___________^.

Hm.. what to say nothing really nothing at all. well nothing that is need to be said on here. let's seee.....

OH SPANISH TEST I GOT A 81 I'M SO PROUD OF MYSELFF.

HEHEHEHE and clara i still have to give you the foot.

i will assure you this one will work. =D

unless your computer's too old

anyways how was your days.

i bet your piled uunder the amount of homework you have while i have barely ish homework.

THAT'S NOT A WORD but okay .

i'm suppose to be reading catch in the rye .

Research project is so total bomb. might as well do it on the composition of allie's mitt

but i can't write poetry so _ _ _ _.

i say longest post in forever.

good bye

good night

hello tomorrow

this is really sad

I've been home all day and I haven't started my fucking essay yet. Good thing is that it's not due tomorrow. But stil, I should take today as an advantage. Instead I read Genesis 4 6 7 8 and 9. And then I just sat here for three hours. Took a walk to return stuff to Rebecca. Ate lunch. And here I am, still sitting here. I'm so fucking bored.

I guess life's going well. I finally started writing and it's not much right now, maybe two pages, but I'm proud of it. I like where it's heading. That's good right?


So that's what I'm getting. I hate it. I don't even know how it focuses. My dad said he'll get it this week or the next. He's a busy man so whatever. In the mean while, I need to get this.

I'm scared of holding a camera without that. It's not that much so I'll probably get it next week when I get my allowance. AND BECCA. You ruined my idea because of your fear of going into woods. Now I gotta rethink this shit. THANKS A LOT. You bum. <3

I'm failing computer science, badly. I'm having my second test this week and we can't use the computer so how am I going to check if my procedure works or not? I can't do everything in my head. My gosh. I failed my Chemistry test yesterday. I thought we had a free before the test but noppeee. OH and my global test raped me. So damn anal. I'm failing school.

I've never felt so stupid.

I hate elections.

I want to sleep.

But I have to write this essay.

It has to be awesome.

-Nat
(Tuesday)

i got a pocket got a pocket full of moonshine

Zzzz.. this post is probably gonna be short cause i haven't slept since yesterday because i'm the most awesome person ever with my sleeping schedules. awesome.

i heard about the mime thing on wednesday, and i was like "oshapple" and then i saw the resident evil marathon. /drool

i watched that for about 50% of my halloween. next year i want to be final fantasy characters though, because i want to have a part of final fantasy characters, and then we can rawk and stuff.

meh.

i'm thinking of restarting my games all over again, i.e. go back to playing those games that suck up my time because i have an urge to grind. grind as in awesomely level up, and only cause without gaming, i feel kinda empty. like i've been subduing it with basic games, but meh, i grew up gaming, and i'll be damned if i don't continue.

i walked around stuys blocks w/ tong today. there's two subways, the sandwich shops, two blocks away from each other, mcdonalds three blocks away, both of which are large stores [large than the springfield mcdonalds] and starbucks within one block of each other. not to mention the countless deli's and shiats.

wtf is up w/ manhattan.

also i learned that most people voted for bloomberg. i don't even know why, he doesn't have much experience, all he has is money, that doesn't guarantee a good political campaign, and he's republican, whereas the democratic option had a lot of good rep, like organizations affliated was filled to the max, and bloomberg's organizations was "N/A" and he still won wtf.

maybe it's cause i want to be involved in politics when i grow up, but i kinda hate how people are too passive, choosing the name that they hear the most. it's like, hey, i hear the world fidel castro a lot, but i don't think he should be our president.

/rant

/endrant

/stuffs face

-lnadi ica

Red Meat

We're all made of red meat :D I remember a few years ago.. when I was eating chicken, I had this epiphany <- trying to use my vocab words that the meat we eat/cook is muscle :DDD and I just kind of wanted to write that .. I think about a lot of things Nat :P

Sorry about last time.. I completely died the next day and the day after that .. I died and i slept for two days with school to interrupt. Heck I was so dead I was practically late for school that started at 8:45 the next day. Friday was pretty cool, I was little red. I guess since becca couldn't blog/ can't blog because of her internet, I'll just brief you readers on yesterday and and the week?but I can't put it in becca's point of view 'cause I don't go to dozo :P

Uhhh.. On Thursday I wore these monkey earrings Allie gave me a really really really long time ago as my birthday present.. I don't really get why she gave them to me because she loves monkeys more than I do.. But anyway, a lot of people noticed :D which is cool cause they really are cute and funky looking.. but now that I remember they were on my desk.. Ican't seem to find them :/

Friday was cool because some people were giving out candy in school and almost everyone was dressed up :D I missed first period tho.. because I took the late train :/That was a bummer because first period is full of mah buddies :DD I don't really like second period because it.. SUCKS BALLS. Not that I hate chemistry, I don't like the freshman in that class.. no offense to the freshman.. but the dudes in my class are so fricken stupid and annoying .-. I hope they get kicked out of that class..I do have one closeish friend in that class... but she sits on the other side of the room :[

Yesterday was the BOMBBBB wish you came linda :[ I'm pretty sure we told you that we were going trick or treating together before wednesday o___o but i guess maybe I was wrong.. I actually had art class and PSAT class on Halloween :[ I even had a midterm then too!! that sucks triple balls.. Art class was weird.. It was weird because the place was just two blocks behind my school and yet I was like .. WHERE IS ITTT @___@ I kind of ran in circles for half an hour.. until I finally noticed a sign pointing me in the right direction. I got a free sketchbook :D

We trick or treated with quite some people! IT was really fun :D but the whole mime thing was messed up because I came home late :[ I'm sorry guys!!! I really wasn't expecting that midterm.. or going to PSAT.. :/ I hope it doesn't get so messed up next year. We got a shitload of candy tho!! holy moly.. I'm pretty sure this bounty of candy is going to last me a whole year :D I'm so surprised tho.. even though we're still kind of in the recession, the candy has gotten so much better 8DD Hope it keeps up.

Oh oh! and Friday was cool too :DD Going to Columbus Circle and all.. and that pedestrian laughing at the leaf hitting you nat :P ohohohoh pricelessssss.

Yeah.. a brief look at what happened these couple of days.. hope it wasn't too brief

cya guys :D

-clulu

THANKS GUYS

So I'm guessing you guys had a pretty good week :D
you liar liar liar liar liar liar clara
hi linda
rebecca doesn't have internet and she's suffering mentally from that so yeah.

I don't know what happening to me. In the beginning of this school year I thought I was becoming the kind of person that I wanted to. But today I noticed that I was becoming the kind of person I was in middle school and I don't like that. I don't want to be angry. I don't want to cry in class. I don't want to have to be silent for the whole school day.

I don't.

But I did today.

Fuck it.

I'm going to go watch Donnie Darko, and hopefully it'll change my life in some way.

love always,
nat
(friday)

sorry

gonna post tomorrow because i have an essay due tomorrow and it's huge..

sorry :/ you can still post tomorrow linda! i just need another day because of this stupid essay

-clulu

eet eet eet eet

Regina Spektor's voice is so pretty. And her newest single is so pretty. It makes me want to sway and dance and cry and smile and feel all warm inside. I think that means it's a good song? Definitely something I won't get bored of listening to. Also Weezer's new song. Which is cute and they have a video out for it which is so damn hilariously adorable.

Just let me check where my life was left off last time I blogged.

Okay, so I got my essay from global back. And I got a B-. I didn't look at the comments yet because I'm still shocked that I didn't get a C. I'm disappointed though. I'm not doing as well in global as I know I should be doing. I mean, IT'S GLOBAL. adskjfalskcjskljf, it makes me so angry.

And I got my chemistry test back and I got a 90. Which I would probably be happy about if I didn't know that Eli got a 97 before I got my score. THAT MOFO. I wanted to kick his butt in this test. But the next one. OOOHHH the next one. I'm going to score equal close or more than him. I swear.

So my two hundredth day was on Saturday. And it was blah. It was raining and shit but I got some nice photos, very autumn-esque. And a lot of film! B-b-b-buuuutt, today I was trying to take my photo 202 and since I do not have a tripod, I use a series of two chairs, a textbook, and two boxes. In the middle of my shooting, my camera fell off and the textbook fell right on top of it, jamming the lens in. So now it's half in and half out. This means it's my second camera that I have broken in the past eight months and my dad is laughing at me. BUT he promised me that he'd buy me a dslr. Early EARLY birthday present, I guess.

I'm going to get the XSi model and it doesn't have video. SORRY REBECCA. The xTi has HD video but it's 900 and I don't have that kind of money man. Not even for a sweet sixteen present. And yes Rebecca, I am going to buy myself a tripod so the little sucker won't fall down and break because this is going to have to last me until I get a job. WHICH, probably will be in years D: And Rebecca, don't forget that promise, top model in the making :P

My internet is being a damn buttface.

I don't understand why I bother making friends. Really. It really doesn't last with me, with the exception of you guys. But I'm walking through the hallways and looking at all these people who I used to talk to in class last year who don't even acknowledge me. And it makes me sad because really? Why bother if it's just going to be like that. I guess this was triggered when Rodin didn't say hi today. Uusually, I see him going up from gym to chem every other day and he says hi first. Always. But this time, I said hi and there was eye contact but he just looked away. And no I don't like him anymore, but still, it kind of hurts. I mean, I thought we were friends. You can't talk to someone that often and not be friends right?

But then again, all I need is you guys.

I'm designing our mime face's tomorrow. CLARA, WANNA HELP?

love always,
nat
(monday)

ka-ching, catching

i reformatted my computer recently

meaning i lost everything

pisses me off, i lost a lot of stuff, not to mention my bro's stuff, and some stuff i really wanted.. to not lose. /sob

anyways, i got 2-2 at debate, which i consider pretty nice since i wrote my negative case on the way there. and I had no evidence unlike other people, and i worked a total of two hours collectively hard on my cases. so pretty good.

not to mention my stupid editor won't even edit...

my brother left for college, and i'm sad again.

in other news, i finally got a wallet, so now i can hold stuff, only neater!

probably won't use it cause i hate opening things.

workin' my hardest to become the art editor for spec, like ordering the art e-mails and i'm gonna try harder in my artwork to match this freshie that's really awesome. gonna beat her to a pulp etc etc.

also when's camera development? i know becca is taking pics, but when are we gonna develop film?

in that fb note i tagged you guys in before, with the atom shiats

i think imma make a comic out of that, works better in that format, and i might show you guys if i decide to use it for something cool. like this might be a major project if i can get off my arse and work on it.

i also want to grow old with you guys and interbreed our kids to the extend where all our family trees will intercross and make possibly the most perfect grandchild (i'm talkin' about our kids mating, and then THOSE kids mating.) and then we can see how we all look when we force our genes into one person

prty coo' eh.

- indalay aicay

:/

what's going onnnn anymore

i can barely concentrate on school and homework and now i'm failing at creating ideas in art too. iwishthisshietdidn'thappen .__. whenwefixthis,ifwedo..ihopewelaughatthisstupidcrapwe'regettingmadoverandmoveon

WE PLANNED TO GROW OLD TOGETHER :[ i wanna have children that know you're children

or at least know you when i'm bald and have no teeth

well whatever.. at least im having happy moments of laughter with my mom

sort of.. im running out of ideas in art class both public and private which is a bad sign and leads to failure. my art teacher's also avoiding me because i'm being a weird person and not giving feedback or the ideas that are kind of running through my head. even my friends were a little weary about me when i started getting annoyed with them and spouting bad stuff.. i had to apologize to them sometime after that because of my badd attitude.

ughh .-. i had psat class today and it was rainy outside.. my shoes are falling apart so i have to get new ones, but they soak really easily so they got soaked.. and so did my shoes and toes. i also bought something to eat before i went home, but when i ran to the train station to catch the LIRR, i missed the train and my food spilled ;__; not a good day

i think the only thing that was funny this week that made me happy was nine and tenth period with my buddies and my mom

my mom's always my savior and sinker

sometimes she makes me want to cry my throat out, but other's she makes me laugh until my stomach hurts.

she was joking with me about shanghainese "jokes" and phrases which were cool until i started thinking about "that" again :[

i wanna stop this crud that's making all of us so depressed and wtf

hope we go trick-or-treating together..

i'll stop bothering you readers with this depressing mood

-c

internet was being gay

HELLOOOOO

my internet wasn't working yesterday so today i'm blogging for yesterday. i'm watching bedtime stories right now =D. The movie is so weir dbut weird O________o.

um. might type faster before battery on my laptop runs out.

Anyways i think i need to talk to you linda.

you don't understand why i'm pissed off at you ?

because on monday even if you came it wouldn't have helped.

it was the day we were making our costumes.

It was our only day to meet up.

we barely see eachother .

i'm not trying to be selfish but seriously you can see them anytime.

If you had to go you should have told us beforehand.

Also how come you didn't tell us you had a phone?

i had to hear it from other people .

You should explain this.

-Rebecca

buy it use it break it fix it trash it change it mail it upgrade it

DAFT PUNK FOR THE WIN ANYONE?
Ayy, I love Daft Punk for a while since my favorite song when I was five was One More Time, but talking to Eli and Sam is like Daft Punk rape in the brain. It's nonstop, it hurts.

This week was fucking stressful. Essays pulled out of the netherlands of the teacher's odd mind so I had to pull it out my ass. Tests. Homework. Red Cross. The past three days I have had a total of eleven hours of sleep. Which isn't as bad as the nine hours of sleep I had last Friday, Saturday, and Sunday. Life is good.

Okay, my post is all so disorganized. Let me organize it, yo.

I didn't just say that.

I'm sleep deprived.

Sue me.

Okay.

SCHOOLSHITZ

Chem : I'm still in love with Chem. I will always love Chem. Sam is the buttface that sits next to me and he's cool but can be really annoying and talkative and annoying. Eli's the cool buttface that sits behind me. He's this level of adorable that I can't even explain.

Gym : ahmygod, weight training. That is all you need to know.

English : I hate my teacher. With daggers from my eyes into her pregnant belly. No that's mean, but still. She assigned us a poem that was supposed to give light to a character whose voice is not heard. I asked her if we could give a name to one of the maids (in the Odyssey) because that's who I thought were misunderstood. And I felt really proud of it too, since I haven't written a creative piece for English since 158. And I get it back, and it's fucking B+. Her comments was that "it reads like a dairy entry, really emotive. I know you that you spent a lot of time and effort into this and that's very tremendous but I do not know who this character is and the assignment was to take the persona of a background character." REALLY? LIKE SERIOUSLY? I want to scream.

Comp Sci : I had my presentation today. There was ten minutes left in class and a couple of more groups who haven't went yet so I thought he wasn't going to call on us and then he went "Samuel and Natalie" and I just froze in my seat. I would've stayed there if Sam didn't push me off my chair dammit. I walked to the teacher's computer where I was supposed to open the program model that I was going to present and this kid who sits next to the teacher's desk freaking messes with my psych. He started laughing and whispering shit to his friend. LIKE REALLY? I want to scream louder.

Spanish : Senor Simon was absent again and he didn't leave any work so I just talked to Ben and Eric. Jamie was lame and was reading his genetics textbook, but then he started talking about Halloween and shitznot. I'm just noticing that the people who I thought were mean in 158, are nothing compared to these 74'ers. They're mean o_o

Global : ASLDKJALSKCSAD. What the fuck gave my teacher the idea to assign us a group essay. My group has five people and she expects to write ONE UNIFORM ESSAY? One freaking girl didn't even help with the essay because she sleeps at nine. WHO SLEEPS AT NINE. We each had a paragraph, which wasn't that bad. The hard part was more adding transitional stuff to make it flow well, and editing everyone's work so it actually sounds like one person and not choppy. I couldn't help with the conclusion though, because of stupid comp sci hw. I hate global. I don't feel like I'm learning anything.

Math : My. Teacher. Is. Insane. This is all you need to know.
[going over homework, Mr. Fitzgerald turns around to notice Kevin O.]
Mr. F : Kevin, stop daydreaming. I know you're thinking about sex.
[Mr. Fitzgerald is a sixty plus year old man]

I'm sorry with my rant on school. And if I sound angrier than usual. Last week and this week is getting to my head.

FAMILYSHITZ

The wedding. THE WEDDING! Sunday, I'm so excited. I really want to go to the afternoon park taking picture thingy so I can use some of my black and white film taking pictures of them, but I think my mom wants me to go to Flushing to do my hair.

Two of my aunties are in my house right now. One is my dad's brother's wife, the other is my mom's mom.

PHOTOSHITZ

Dudeeeeee, day 200 :D Is Saturday. I'm so fucking excited. I have an idea for the day, but it's unclear still, and I need Lucy to be my tripod. But I'm going to think of alternatives. Chairs are great tripods right?

Becca, I'm going to be giving you the camera on Saturday.

Photo club is so confusing. My camera apparently is a bit to advanced for what they're teaching and it so annoying because I don't think the presidents (who are sophomores, awkwarddd) appreciate that mine is basically half automatic. But there's this kid that has the same model and hopefully, we'll learn together. And Karen's my photo buddy! She fascinates me for some reason.

I have to take 34 photos by Tuesday. I don't think this is going to happen.

LIFESHITZ

I talk to a total of seven people in one day.
Eli. Sam. Kristin. Daniel. Rachel. Ben. Eric.
That is it.
It makes me sad.

love always,
nat
(Thursday)

the grapist.

debate is blah.

and my grades are horrible too. NOT SURE IF I CAN PICK IT UP GARGLE GARGLE

there are so many clubs i want to be part of in stuy, but the one thing that's attacking my life is debate. WE DON'T EVEN DO MUCH DURING PREPS, IT'S LIKE... well it's pretty fun. but, not really important, and it takes forever.

thanks to my idea of not doing hw till the last minute, gotta make up ten math homeworks this week in order to live.

and to top this awesomeness off, for some reason i want to start a freethought club. sort of like an atheist club, with a veiled name. And i need to get some teacher reccs in, so I need to KISS SOME ASS.

also we have 380 views for our blog. how many of those views are us, and how many are other people? HOW WILL WE KNOW?

i need to go shopping.

damn clara, those are some nice grades.

my grades have not been nice to me, but that's.. cause.. i don't.. study. cough.

also becca, i sent you some offline messages, so read em and leave some back cause i'm gonna take a nap.

-linda "bbq" cai

OOOhhhhhh YYYYYYEAhhhhh

I kind of want to talk about my Saturday because this cool pigeon decided to hop down the stairs to the LIRR station instead of just flying down :D He/She was so cool.. I thought some kid was coming down there stairs.. then I see this pigeon hopping downwards xD That made my day entirely :F

Today was a soso day because some good things canceled out the bad things that happened. So uhh I got my math test back third period, and I actually did a lot better than I thought I would've done. My teacher, Ms. Andrews is a scary woman.. sometimes she's funny and coolISH and sometimes she gets all technical on you. But I guess she's a pretty good teacher.. she explains stuff and makes us copy it down so that we can UNDERSTAND IT when we read it.. Anyway I got a 95 on my test :D Our math class is really slow tho.. we.. have been on radicals for two/three days now and everyone else I know is finishing up radicals.. o___o and we're honors?

Ehh well what canceled out my math test was the fact that I got an 80 on my global essay.. I thought I had expressed my thoughts clearly.. but I guess he wanted a more.. thesis-defending essay than an informative essay.. which wasn't clear to me at first So I guess that led to my yucky 80 .-.

Thennn I got my vocabulary test back from english and it was an ehhh 94. Which is kind of surprising ..because I forgot the definition, part of speech, and sentence for one word and I got a 94. Yet on the first vocab test, I remembered everything and I still got a 95.. weird? I hope I do better in English as well as Global because my grades are an ehh and I'll probably get in the 80s on my report card :/ I also have to do this Critical Lens essay.. DUE TOMORROW that was originally due today.. but she changed it because she.. felt like it? But either way, I only got to write the outline JUST YESTERDAY because my weekends are too congested with crap for me to actually sit down and get my head into work mode.

I also got my Japanese quiz grades and project grades back today (Why did I get so many tests back today? o__o) and I got some pretty good grades :D coolies yeahh I also did pretty well at bowling practice today, I got back into my 70s mode :DD and I bowled a 76. I still need to get higher if I want coach to be happier. I got a strike on my first game, but right after that everything just went downhill.. I had two empty frames and a three .-. but my second game was better with two spares and SOME NUMBER after each strike :F

I guess even though my day wasn't completely canceled out with bad against good stuff, I still don't feel too good about my day because of this CRITICAL LENS theory.. essay thing about he Scarlet Letter. Plus my mom's not feeling well this week, she has a fever and her eye's troubling her again.. but I'm also worrying her because I sleep so late and I don't really eat dinner because it tastes weird :/ I wish I had a better appetite and did my homework faster LIKE BLOGGING IS SO EASY. Oh yeah.. I also got some lemonade kool aid the other day because I wanted to add some flavor to my water that I bring to school everyday. :D That's why my title's oohh yeahhh. You're a cool dude mr. kool aid guy. I love that radio commercial.. where some guy is like today, we'd like to give thanks to you T-shirt launcher guy! and some guy in the background sings, THANK YOUUU mr. T-shirt launcher guy!! in a really fast sentence

ahh I can't explain it :P it's just a really cool radio commercial

Linda are you trick or treating with us o___o wut is goin' on with youu D: you're phone's off again or something.. hope you post :/

-clulu

my room smells like butt

I think my mom farted outside and then .smell just seeped into my room. Bleh

I'm on the laptop right now and I can't type on it for the life of me.

I don't really have anything to write as of this moment.

The weekend was busy and hectic.

Walked a total of 6 miles this weekend, not counting Friday's night walk with the parents.

Which I do daily now.

Clara's on hold for about five minutes. Damn you Clara.

Tomorrow's going to be a Chem test. I love Chem. I love the people, I love Mrs. Daves, I love the material. I hope I do well because I do not love my average as I love the class.

I have an essay due for English tomorrow. I just finished it ten minutes ago, and it's not bad. Last year I felt so uneasy with all my essays but this one I'm satisfied with. Not that I'll get a 90+, but probably mid 80's. Which is alright with me, since my first essay for Nieves was a 77.

A global essay is due on Tuesday and I have not started it yet. I suck at AP World. I am going to fail every tests she will give me. I am going to fail the final. I am going to fail the AP exam. You have my word. Ayy. And it's not like she's a bad teacher, I quite like the discussions in class. But it's so much talking, I'm only getting the basic outline of the curriculum.

I think we're getting our math test back. I failed that too. I hate him intensely.

I failed the first Spanish test. I thought I did well on it like 90+. But I got a fucking 75. Spanish sucks.

Computer science. Majorly failed the first test, next assignment is a presentation. Public speaking, greatt.

Gym.
Hurts.

Ellen Hopkins has a new book. And it was beautiful. I don't really notice that it's in verse, it's not a big deal. The different ways the verses are typed allow you to realize which character is speaking, because once their stories interconnect, it get's complicated. But I'm in love with her writing.

I want to start writing again.

I'm six days away from day 200 on the project.

I'm excited for Halloween.

love always,
nat
(Sunday)

LONG TIME NO SEE

I'M GONNA JUST JUMP INTO WHAT HAS HAPPENED SO FAR AND IGNORE ALL THE THREATS AND GLARING EYES.

So the most recent thing in my mind is that I went to that debate MDL. I feel sad. Also did you know some hunter kids were there? Saw them, was surprised, then even more surprised. Because although the first two rounds, I thought "Pretty easy." the third round, the round for the winners, was like "OH MY GAWD, SADNESS IS ME" because they were so skilled for novices and FRESHMEN. ah well.

I'm also failing math again. Meaning I'll need to take math research again this year if I want to upper my grades. Which are lower than I want, but that's how it's always gonna be.

My brother came home and I spilled ginger ale under the sofa.

Uhm.

My brother and my dad shared beers, and now I feel extremely uncomfortable around drunk dadbros.

Did you guys hear about balloon boy? If not, it's just about some little kid who built a balloon and then he went into his garage and hid, and his neighbors panicked, thinking he was in the balloon and fell. Media craze, and then they found the boy, and they were like "lul i guess we were wrongggg"

they're suing his parents.

Also, I'm hating that VTML leader, whenever she's in something, she's SUPER into it. Like, "IF YOU DON'T DROP EVERYTHING YOU'RE DOING, AND JOIN STUY SIERRA CLUB, THE WORLD WILL DIE AND IT'S YOUR FAULT."

Which is great and, and at the end, "If you don't do it now, then you'll be so sad when we're on Oprah."

Which is douchey.

Kay I'm tired. Breast Cancer walk tomorrow.
And if you don't read this now, you'll be so sad when I'm on fire.

la cai

Put the Lime in the Coconut!

I've actually had a pretty O.K. week? maybe not because I lost my iPod and my metro card.. and almost my cellphone.. but I think it was reasonable. I guess I think today.. was a pretty good day compared to my other days.

It started out this morning, like any other ol' morning, getting up at 6:20 and doin stuffffff. Then getting on the 7:02 so I won't be late to mr. NIGHTMAN's class xD. I don't think i've ever talked about this .. but there's this guy with a white jacket.. or he ALWAYSSS wears something whiteish (he never wears a JACKET JACKET it's always a sweater or some flimsy shirt) And whenver I get on the train, he's always RIGHT BEHIND ME.. I don't know.. maybe I'm just being paranoid.. he freaks me out because he doesn't wear a jacket or fleece or SOMETHING THAT RETAINS BODY HEAT... on cold days. He's like ice man.. but an asian guy who looks out of place.

So umm.. I actually didn't get my metro card on thursday like I was supposed to.. because I went around 2 o' clock, and the metro card/ LIRR card person wasn't there.. and some woman told me she leaves at one :[.. I only had one ride left on my regular metro card.. so I decided to go home instead of bowling.. WHICH WAS WHERE i WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE MY LAST .. SECOND TO LAST PICTURE :[ So I got that today.. but I didn't have money on my card to go to school, so I thought heck I'll show my ID to the booth woman so she'll let me through. But this time .-. she told me to wait for a cop.. which I was like huhhh I don't see a cop anywhere..So I walked to the police station near track 21/20.

Do you guys remember when I didn't go to school on the second day of school..? On the third day.. I took the train to school but I felt nauseous so I asked the train director to help me when he came around. When we got to Penn Station, he got a police officer to direct me to their headquarters so that I could rest up and call my mom.. Well the police officer they sent was the same one I saw today at the police station. So I was like hey :D Where can I find the police to let me into the subway? Because I forgot my metro card. He kind of looked at me weird, then told me a city police officer had to do that, not .. whatever they are. It's weird seeing that guy again o___o because I was sick when I first met him.. and I was wearing the same jacket :D .

Anywho, I just kind of stood there like a stupid statue in front of the subway gate things.. then like.. two minutes later a chinese man approached me and was like.. do you need to get in?? in chinese. Me, not really sure what was going on, was like COOOOOOL FREE RIDE.. in my head

of course if I said that out loud he would think im a weirdo and change his mind. but he swiped for me :D so I got a free ride to school. What a nice man.. MANY THANKS TO YOU CHINO MANN :Dlol

I also had two tests today, Japanese and Global. Japanese was pretty easy because we just had a short test on kanji aka chinese words. So that was pretty cool. The global test.. not so ehhhh about :/ but I think I did pretty well.. It's just the short response on Napoleon.. I think I didn't do too well on.. I'm like falling asleep while I'm writing this.. how is that possible e___e

-dose-

I also had a math test yesterday.. HOLY SHIET I THINK I FAILED ITTT.. which is kind of good.. because the last math test I took.. I thought I did REALLY WELL ON.. and I got an 80 .___. that shows how good I am at math.. and believing in myself.

My hair feels really soft right now.. But my eyes are like drooping downwards.. and my head feels heavy.. hope you blog tomorrow Linda :DD I'm looking forward to it!

-clulu

i'll say say say

September 19th.
I'm taking this as you not wanting to blog anymore.
Which is funny because it was your idea and all.



I am sick. Which did not help me during the PSATs. But it didn't matter whether or not I was sick, whether or not I studied or not. I will never know those vocabulary words. So shoot me now. Or in December when we get our scores.

Because of the darn test I had to come to school early and leave late. After school, I rushed out and went to this new establishment called the Poet's House. It's actually very quaint and relaxing. It's a library of poetry and the place is scattered with comfy sofas and there's a view of the park. I like it there, but I'm intimidated by all the names and titles.

I took the late train home where I saw Angela. I went to the library with her because I need to pick up my requested books. I had two, the new Ellen Hopkins and the new Libba Bray. I self-checked them out so I had to rip of the paper with my name on it and stuff. I put the receipt in one of the books but it must've slipped out because I beeped when I passed the thing. I went the lady to ask for my account information printed out and she said that Libba Bray's book wasn't on my account.

Me : But I requested it and my account said it was on hold for me.
Her : But it doesn't say it on my computer. It won't let me sign it out for you.
Me : That doesn't make sense, why would it not be in my account if I requested it and it had my name on it.
Her : Well, where's the paper?
Me : I had to rip it out to scan it on the machine.
Her : Well, I can't let you take the book without the paper.
Me : Well, I had to remove it to check it out.
Her : I'm sorry but there's another person waiting for it. See -she searches it up- Miriam Heights is wiating for it. You don't want her not to get it do you?
Me : I understand, but I waited for the person who had it before me to finish it. I was second in line, Miriam is third. How is it fair that she gets it before the second person?
Her : I'm sorry but you can't take it. Go over there and see if you can request this again. Libba Bray, Going Bo--bo--

I walk away.

I am not a happy girl today. I have a computer project/quiz/assignment crap to do today. And I have to do it twice because he said so and my partner went to sleep so I have no help.

I love high school.
Just love it.

always,
nat
(wednesday)

Napoleon Dyno-Bonaparteeee

Wadddup peepss.. I wonder who reads this stuff besides USSS. :P it's almost eleven.. and I'm STILL NOT DONE WITH MAH HOMEAWORKEHRKALSKDFH! I had dinner at eight thirty cause I had art class from 5 to eight :/
Hey linda.. my mom told me you came over at like five thirty with your tennis racket! I thought you weren't going to come at all o___o Guess you didn't know that we had to end at four or something because I had art class :[ Oh and we decided to just do all mimes for our picture frame thing.. unless we change our minds again :P

I still haven't taken a picture yet for today.. I think i'll make it up tomorrow at SKOOOL. Dammit PSATs are coming up.. good thing they don't count :DD But I still want to do well on it.. Sooooooo.. Today was kinda coool..

I woke up to Natalie and Rebecca and.. MY MOMOOMOMOMOMOMOMOM poking and pulling and grabbing at me :[ Bad way to wake up.. I was in the middle of a weird dream tooo! Some really weird dream.. I was at some boarding school.. alone.. and I was just walking.. and the halls were kinda peachish orange.. with a lot of doors on one side and windows on the other.. and I just kept walking until I reached the bathroom.. and then that's when I heard my mom going.. Clara your friends are here! and then all the grabbing and pulling and what not :[

Lol.. But yeah I woke up to that.. and then being put on the floor.. and then being shaken awake by Becca.. and then changing.. and then eating for an hour.. Go sesame and yellow custard buns :DDD andd chugging Soy Milk.. and having becca say "Eww! You're a monster!!" at me :[ lol and laughing. Then we went out to Party City, where I had a stomach ache.. and kind of drifted around until I felt better :DD We tried to think of what kind of costumes we would wear for the picture frame thing.. I'm thinking that we'll just have our torso and head and arms dressed up.. and we can just leave our pants regular.. UNLESS THE PICTURE FRAME COSTUME DOESN'T WORK OUT AND WE JUST KIND OF DRESS UP ON OUR OWN.. But we've come to a new decision to all be mimes inside a picture frame.. posed weirdly every time we go to a door for trick or treat.. Hope we don't get smacked or .. don't fit OR WHATEVER..

We went to that Martha's Country Bakery or something like that.. IT was pretty nice in there :D I wanna go there again.. The Chocolate Fudge Cake?? was really good :D especially the really cold strawberry that BECCA DIDN'T LIKE! The brownie was kind of dry o__o but tasted good too.. I LOVE WATERRRRR because it kind of cancels out the sugary chocolate overdose :D So yeah.. that was goooooooooooooooooood

Let's seeeee.. what'd we doooooo. Oh! We super-painted the frame :D in like ten minutes flat. Kooooool It actually looks like wood :DDDD Oh uhmmm THE RING GIRLLL I found out.. just wanted us to go play with her :P

I went to art class.. and my art teacher was nice to me :DD She helped me learn a new style.. or is still i nthe process of helping me learn a new style.. She told me that I have to start trying out full body self portraits with something other than.. pastel and stuff stuff that I'm used to.. she wants me to experiment with other mediums, so she's making me do a full body portrait with watercolors and acrylic.. and .. other stuff.. I'm used to dry mediums e___e So I'm not sure how it will turn out.. For now, I need to get back on the road of ideas and being inspired and and.. DOING WELL. Because I suck now.. I can't even come up with ideas.. because I'm so occupied with studying and school shiet :[

the End.
-Clara

TODAY IS SUNDAY TOMORROW IS MONDAY WHILE IN AUSTRALIA IT WILL BE TUESDAY

>.<

gosh how i wish it was summer again and i was back in australia. With no worries or probably about lifee.

it was really fun i liked it alot.

Monday is going to be awesomeee

i think justin bieber is cute okay, just because he didn't hit puberty doesn;t make him uncute. it's just weird O_______o

his music video is cute =]

not the one time song, go find it yourself

i should be sleeping but OH WELL

i hadn't been watching dramas lately T_________T i've been too busy.

and to N A T A L I E tom felton isn't that cute okay so rupert grint or tom felton huh? what would you choosee :P

C L A R A watch new moon and 2012 with us RAWR

TO L I N D A write your damn blogs.

i wish NLT was back together again -sigh-

anyways that's it

my blog for the sunday

and next will beeeeee wednesday

so say gooooood beeeeeeeeeeeee

yess i said good beeeee

- Rebeccaaaaaaaa Laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaauuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu O____o

a new record

I just rushed my homework for the three day weekend in half a day and I didn't even get to do my reading, but I'm tired and after I blog I'm going to sleep peacefully.

First off, hopefully, Clara you have the camera now. Since you didn't get it on the day, the eighth, and this month we're going to develop it later because we want Halloween pictures :D I will get it on the sixteenth. That takes away one day you missed instead of the two that you had. So I'll come around your house for it then.

Also, Monday we are going to plan our costume. Meeting place is undecided, so tell me where, probably Clara's since it's close to Bell and all. Time is still undecided, Becca you have to tell me the time.

Hmm, that's it.

So today, I woke up from a long sleep of twelve hours from the stupid week that I just had. And David's climbing on top of me, screaming his head off. And I'm still all dazed and sleepy but then realize that I'm home alone with him. Great. So to shut his damn butt, I told him that I'd take him to get pancakes. Except, there's really no where on Springfield with good pancakes, so I took him to that deli? place near McD's. I got him a platter of eggs, potatoes, and sausage. With a big, and I mean, BIG, rectangular piece of frosted brownie. And a sprite. Always a sprite.

We went home to split the breakfast that ended up being brunch. I was expecting Lucy to come back from class by one and my mom to come home around that time as well but by the time it was two, I got pissed. I still hadn't started my homework and I had to search the interwebz for some free cartoon movie/show to keep David from crying and so that he could properly write his one two threes. By the time it was three, I was pissed and my mom yelling at me when she comes home didn't help. So I locked myself in the computer room and did the stupid homework plus procrastinating as we all do so well.

Tomorrow I have to go dress shopping with my mom.
Shoot me.

Anyways, good night ladies.

love always,
nat
(saturday)

Lost mah stufff

I've been losing a lot of my stuff lately.. first it was my iPod :/ And the day after I went home with Nat!! :[[[[[ I was trying to figure out the whole day if I had zipped up the pocket I usually put my IPod into.. but I couldn't figure it out and.. I guess I can't find it, and I have no idea where I lost it...

Then today, somewhere.. during the club fair or even before that, I lost my cellphone!! I freaked out and asked my friend to help me overturn the cafeteria to look for my phone.. we didn't find it. But then I got home :DD and my friend from bowling told me her friend found a phone and it had another person's number on there so she called and found out it was my phone. Well that was awesome news :D and then my mouse broke like RIGHTTT after I finished typing a lot of thank you's to her. .___. so I'm using a wireless mouse my mom refused to use because she didn't know how to work it.. you just stick the USB in.. and WALA done.

And on the LIRR train, or somewhere from the subway booths to the LIRR train, I lost my metro card ._____. and I realized right before the doors on my train closed.. with me inside. Sooooo not a good day, but at least I have my bowling metro card.. I'm hoping I can use that as a replacement until I get my other metro card back. Yeah.. the only thing not replaceable at the moment is the iPod.. which I am determined to get a job to earn money so that I can get another one :DDD In the meantime.. I have to suffer without music and be reminded that I lost it whenever someone pulls out an iPod or some music device. I also have a english vocab test tomorrow.. with a Japanese test on some random stuff.. so I have to go study :P But umm I will say that I have come to like my global teacher more o___o but not how he grades.. but I have also come to hate my english teacher .-. because she's a b :P.

Has anyone seen the moon these days, HOLY CRAP IT COMES OUT EARLY AND REALLY BRIGHT AND BIG AND WHITEEEEEEE. D: I notice it every day when I walk to school... Mom told me it's because Moon Day just passed.. or something, something about the whole week where the moon comes up really bright and stuff. Why does the moon sometimes disappear on some days :/

I hate typing words with i and e.. People always say ohhhh the I comes before the E, but then receiving .. the e comes before the i. WUT?? :/ I have to get that stufff straightened outttttt. 'cause my english teacher took off a WHOLE POINT for making that mistake.. and only half when I didn't give enough of a definition. WUTTTTT??? :[

So yeahhh today was the club fair, and I joined just about every group there was in the cafe, except maybe the gay something club.. and the step team, fencing, kendo, jew, blah blah and blah blah.. I thought they were kind of a waste of time because I want.. SERVICE CREDITSSS or whatever. But now that I think about it.. fencing and kendo sound pretty cool :F I also kind of ignored the korean, chinese, and japanese club :[ darn.. I should've just put my name on every sign up sheet there was in that room :D that would've been cool. We don't have a photography club somehow :/ I remember we had one last year.. and the Knitting for Charity Club was in the same room.. mann I liked that club, but all the people were seniors.. and they didn't tell me anything about what to do with the club :[..

Sooo when am I getting that camera.. ?? :DD I can't wait to take some pictures of my friends at LaG and the ol' cruddy building :PPP Oh yeah.. there was some heated discussion about LaG and Stuy on the train the other day.. between Vic.. you know who e___e that vic that makes me want to punch her eyes out and cut all her limbs off.. LOL sorry :F and uhh Daniel and some other random guy I don't know the name offffffff.. but he pissed me off too. There was another girl that I kinda knew 'cause I met her with Tong some other time, but she was cool and didn't get involved LIKE MEEEEE. I don't get why people debate about which school is the best.. Stuy or LaG? because both schools have their goods and bads, and you can't really put them in the same category.. because the aim of the school is.. dun dun DUNN! DIFFERENT YOU IDIOTS.. jebbesss So shut up Daniel, Vic, and random dood who sat next to Vic on the train!! SHUDUP 'cause what you're saying doesn't make sense :DDD

Good day.
-clara

untitiled. ANTM!

LINDA WHY THE FREAK AREN'T YOU BLOGGING AND DON'T SAY THAT YOUR A ______________ blah blah blah.

clara HI ^_^

natalieeee school = gay

my trig teacher is the world's biggest pushover -_______-.

She lets people listen to music eat food in class. i don't even know if she knows that people use their cell phone in class. people sleep in class. it's crazy. she just keeps on teacher while PEOPLE ARE TALKING. omg X_____x but i rather be in her class then spanish or chem.

Spanish and chem is boring. BORING.

Oh and red cross light the night walk on saturday ! YAY! from 5:00 to 8:00 on saturday >.<

red cross is going to fun =] after that walk is breast cancer walk. eh not as exciting but w/e.

anyways , that's it . that's what i'm saying. that's all i'm going to say. SEE YOU IN FOR DAYS. (YOU= BLOG)

REBECCAAAA

this is great

I'm to tired to write regular paragraph form so blah.

morning : before leaving my house, i left a canister of film on the kitchen table, thinking my mom would see it when she eats breakfast, and bring it to cosco's to get developed. i called her before going into the school, to say it was on the kitchen table.

chemistry : we had a double period and had two quizzes? or three, i think. i don't know. we got our tests back and it was okay.

english : we got our second assignment, which is a bit strange since we haven't handed in our first assignment yet.

lunch : i had some potatoes.

comp sci : i drew "HA" on netlogo. it was pretty cool.

spanish : it was going alright until mr. simon asked us to take out our homeworks and when i flipped to it, i realized that yesterday's assignment was in front of it. he was absent then. i don't really remember handing it in, but i don't remember not handing it in. i told him that i simply forgot, which i had but he didn't believe me. and i told him that the assignment wasn't even completed so it's not like i did it at home or something. and he asked me if there was something wrong with me and he was worried there was.

i don't know how to respond to that.

global : we got our tests back, it wasn't good.

math : i fell asleep

tenth period : talked to karen as we waited for tenth to end.

after tenth : we went to the photo club and saw the darkroom for the first time.

after photo club : i went to the second floor to see if improv was over and saw kristin and beatrice waiting for linda but i checked both rooms and didn't see linda in them . hmm.

at home : i came home, dropped my bag down and went upstairs to my mom. she asked me where i put my canister of film, then i realized that that meant she couldn't find it and it isn't developed. i was paranoid about this on the bus ride home, thinking that david probably took it before my mom saw it. mom said it wasn't there, and found one in my room, and another in my computer. she didn't know which one it was so my dad told her not to bring any. i have three canisters of film and the one that i take to develop is black unlike the other two. but she said she didn't find it, so i screamed for david and angel. angel said that she took it. really? like seriously? i was looking forward to seeing how the pictures came out and i'm still so fucking angry, so i don't think i should be writing this.

i'm trying to watch buck to calm me down, but i'm still so fucking pissed.

love always,
nat
(tuesday)

Wow It's Late

Well it's kind of late.. it's almost twelve and I'm writing my paper about how the European monarch rulers were influenced by the Enlightenment and the ideas of that time.. boring :/ Mu global teacher has been digging into the ground with the emphasis on details and crap like that. He's been talking so much about how our homework doesn't have the amount of details he wants that he's been scaring me to death with the grades.. He's given me two fails on my previous homework .__.
Somehow I don't feel honors material. Well at least not global honors material.. I wish he would give us a break :/.. I thought he would be a pretty cool teacher.. but this whole thing with DETAILS DETAILS DETAILS is killing me. Even as I'm writing my paper, I feel like he's going to fail me on it too.. because I can't even make sense of what I'm writing .-.

At least I feel English honors material.. for now. I forgot to do a homework and that made me feel pretty bad :/.. But even so.. we're going over the Scarlet Letter right now.. not sure if any of you are reading that .. but anyway, I can't seem to make a lot of sense out of these boring words, but my classmates are getting so much out of it.. that I think they're using sparknotes e___e but this one girl, Stella, is like hella amazing at English and interpreting literature and shit like that .-. I feel like I'm going to fail global honors and barely pass english honors.. wtuf :/ At least math is going alright for me.

I have so much to say, but I have to desperately finish my global paper so that I don't sound like I'm babbling on my paper and so he doesn't fail me miserably and have to lecture me on details and making logical sense on writing stuff. I even have a cold :[

I guess the only good news I have right now is that I won second place at the speech contest about why voting is important.. I beat Edgar and some other girl .. and some other girl, but the guy who got first place was.. HOYL CRAP ALSKDHLFKH He was really good. He goes to some school in NJ that I don't know of, but he really believed in what he was saying, and supporting it with not a hella bunch of quotes, but things that made sense and were concrete. I on the other hand was just babbling about stuff and more crap about voting and why it's important and blah blah blah and going off topic.. I seem to be getting worse at writing.. especially now that I find there are so many more people that think my style if writing is cruddy.. I have to stop this and write my paper.. so that I don't fail and then everything else fails and shit lksdhflkahsdf :[

I'm having such a horrible sophmore year.
-Clara

my saturday

my saturday was. painful

i had to take shots T_____T in the doctor's office.

then iwent to badminton. YAY! i texted with natalie throughout badminton. it was fun i guess.

after that i wanted to fall asleep.

there was nothing on tv today. i'm disappointed.

anyways the next time we should meet is next monday on break.

CLARA YOU BETTER NOT BE BUSY THAT DAY .

WE NEED TO MAKE OUR COSTUME.

school is back in session in about A DAY

marking periods is going to end.

PSAT is coming up = fail fail fail fail.

well that's it.

nothing much to write about.

LINDA you better freaking blog when it's your turn

-Rebecca

i don't know anymore

I don't know why I'm writing for me day right now after arguing. But I have to get this out. I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch to you when we had that conversation, Linda, but I just need to make this clear.

You only see the outside, as cliche as that sounds. But it is like that. People are friendly to me, okay, a small amount of people, friends I've made mostly by chance. But I don't call them close, they are acquaintances. I am not always surrounding by groups. The only time I am walking or with more than one person is after my last class when everyone really just wants to rest and talk and be lazy and not move.

I don't talk to many people. I try to, trust me, I do. Even the off beat kinds of kids and I can't make conversation because I am not quirky enough to be cool. The others don't bother. This isn't a sobsobohmylifesucks story or whatever. I just don't want you to think this about me. I'm going to sound like insensitive bitch, but I don't care if people "they like you better anyhow." To me, to like me better how, is when someone talks to me because we're close, not because "oh-look-there's-Natalie-there's-no-one-else-so-let's-talk-to-her." It's happened. Someone starts a conversation, I carry it, they leave when they see someone better to talk to. Nicer people, for example, Karen, come back to me to finish the conversation, but she's one in a million.

So I don't know what to tell you.

And I'm going to against what I just said and respond to "you're always in a group/ means people are attracted to you." Whenever I see you, you're never alone. So I guess, this goes for you too. Contradicting what you said about Mavi and all that stuff.

My problem is that I'm a talkative person. It's my nature, I get it from my mom and dad. I will try to talk to anyone, even if that means attaching myself to a group and forcing myself into the conversation. It doesn't mean I'm close to them.

I guess what I'm saying is that I miss you guys. Hope you guys are having a good time in class and home and stuff.

love always,
nat
(Friday)

Had A Bad Day :'[

I've been having a bad day since eighth period.. and it's kind of late and I have a bunch of crud to do.. so I'm sorry :/ I had some stuff on my mind and things to think about and consider.. not much time for the blog. Sorry D:!!
-Clara

RAWR

i'm blogging for yesterday. CLARA it's still your freaking day okay ^____________^.

omg i have a chem test and spanish test tomorrow kill me X____X

i totally forgot to blog yesterday due to me watch the biggest loser. It's a good show =]

Today is america 's next top model YAYAYAY and glee <3.>

I love wednesdays except for lab.

i hate my lab partner. She's so slow at doing things. i need to take charge.

Lab sucks. i tell you.

anyways must study for chem stupid >.> crazy lady.

rebecca

homer simpson somer simposon homer simpson

I'm watching the season premiere right now. I watched season premieres of Desperate Housewives, FlashFoward!, House, Bones, Gossip Girl, One Tree Hill, ANTM, Family Guy, Cleveland Show... I watched a lot of television. Yes. I'm watching Lie to Me todaaaay as I crunch on my chips. I only have the puffs left, gave the other two to Angel and David.

So today we went to Flushing. Cafe Jojo's crepe's were nice. So good. It was too windy for eating sticky stuff though. Long Long was random but he's awesome so it's okay. Clara. . . . Clara. I need to invent some calm down juice or something. You'll have a life supply of it. I will make it happen.

We got the photos. But only five came out, two from Linda, one from me, one from Becca, and one from Clara. The new one looks sturdy though, so hopefully, second time's the charm.


To view these large, just click the pictures. I tried making a facebook album for these but it didn't work out because facebook is a fucking fucktard. When the next one actually comes all out, I'm probably just going to make a photobook album or try facebook again.

ALSO, do you guys mind making the blog public again?
Answer in comments please.

love always,
Nat
(Monday)

FlashFoward

HOLY MOLY :D the premier of Flash Forward was really coooool and so were the other things that were going on... bleh
So ummmmm ouch I had so much to say before.. but now that I have to blog.. they just slipped my mind lol :P
Becca forgot to post?? I haven't been doing much except for sleeping late.. and getting up really early and the usual stuff. Natalie your school schedule sounds so depressing.. I actually like my schedule quite a bit! On three days of the week during fourth period, I go to the library/my locker to do homework or I just kind of wander around the school and sit in on some of my friend's classes when their teachers allow me :F And uhhh I have lunch period five so that's AWEOSOMEEEME except I get hungry after school a lot so I always have to buy something to eat to satisfy my stomach :/ Plus I have art first period too :D which means some relaxin happens while I read the newspaper and do some 3D design stuff. And I have DA BEST two periods of my life at the end of the day, which I ALWAYS look forward toooooooo :D 'cause of some really cool people that I sit with in that class.. I'm actually surprised that that class has some REAL art tables.. not those crappy school tables that are flat and blah blah.

And recently I've joined the Bowling Team :D with my buddies Jenny and Jackie and some other people I know on the team that I know from weird moments in freshman year :P But I'm also trying out for the Swimming Team, hoping to get on it 'cause another buddy of mine, Mei is on it and she's encouraging me to get on 'cause I missed last year's final try-outs :/ Yuppp But then there are sad things too, like I don't really have any classes with some of my buddies from last year :[[[[[ and and.. I get out later tooooo so in the winter.. it'll probably be pitch black by the time I get out.. and getting out late also reduces the chances of me getting to Stuy to freak Natalie and Linda out when I suddenly appear at the door when they get out :/ darnnitttt yeah.

Hey have you guys heard about the article on shower heads?? They say that when you stick your head in the water, you're actually getting .. dirtier o___o weird huh. It's mostly because it's a moist environment in the shower heads' holes, so a lot of bacteria grow and accumulate there.. and then when you turn on the water and stick your head in the water.. e____e WATCH OUTTTALSKDHFLKH maybe that's how we get sick :D besides having it passed from someone else..

I've uhh also started reading the newspaper a lot o-o but after school ends :/ because in the morning when I get out of the subway, only the am newspaper is there and I don't really like them, so when I walk home from the train station, I like to pick up a copy of the Metro. But then sometimes they're all out because I get out even later when I have bowling practice.. which is around six, and the newspaper goes out almost around then..

Oh yeah.. I'm going to say that new film Fame is a disgrace to LaGuardia and all those people who were in it and the movie directors.. and EVERYONE involved with the old Fame movie :/
I didn't watch it.. but just by looking at it makes me want to throw up.. I even got a Fame sweater that our school sells.. but now I feel that if i wear it people will just laugh at me .-. That movie director who made the new Fame should be so embarrassed with himself.. I hope he goes and crawls into a ditch somewhere and stays there e___e I even read an article about that movie the other day where old alumni of LaGuardia were pretty much bitching about the movie and saying that they only practiced in the halls and danced in the cafeteria because they were unfunded and didn't have any other place to practice. Plus they said that they went to the school to get away from their homes of poverty and other bad situations to do what they loved. Bleh :/ Not so happy with the movie and the director..

Who's watched Boy Meets World o-o.. SO FUNNY :DDD My friend Jason told me to search up a video on YouTube the othere day, Opangatay. It's halarious go watch it, because I'm watching it :F over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over
PLAN B
-clara

hey guys what's going on

So Linda, good job skipping your day.

I have a sore middle finger so I'll be typing this really quickly to relieve the pain. So FIRST off, Becca decided which photo place she'd prefer, and I'm pretty sure you two would choose the same. The first photo place, PLACE A is around $8.70, one copy of each photo, takes an hour. PLACE B is the same price, two copies of each photo, but it takes more than a day. Becca wants to go to place A but if you guys both vote for place B, tell me early so I can give it to them on Sunday so we can pick it up on Monday, together. But I think place A is best.

Okay SECOND, we need to think of a time to get together.

THIRD, I don't know how it works Clara. If we want the advertising stuff, I think we need other people reading out blog. And you and Linda told me that you thought that was weird so I turned out blog private. Also, give me your e-mail, so I can send you an invite. Accept it, and you can sign in with your email and write on the blog.

Today at 6:33 my phone rings, and usually my alarm is 6:35 so I thought it was my alarm so I clicked it and pushed it under my pillow. Then I heard a "hello?" and went all "WTF" I answered the phone and kept asking "who is this?" but the person didn't answer and kept saying "don't you have school, wake up, it's time to wake up." I look at the caller id and it's unknown. The person tells me to wake up again and says bye. After that, I was kind of still tired but when I was brushing my teeth and a bit more awake, I realized it was Mo who called. SO RANDOM. I'm so tired D:

Nothing much really happened today. OH!. Yes. So Tuesday I had gym and we're playing soccer. The teacher's teaching us how to two-touch pass and says to kick the top of the ball to prevent it from flying into the ceiling. So it's my turn and I pass it to my partner, this kid named Kevin. He passes it at an angle so I can't trap it. I run after it and dribble it to my spot, but Kevin starts criticizing me, saying that I'm doing it wrong. I ignore it and pass it to him, not awesomely, but whatever. He then freaking kicks it from the bottom and it hits me in the boob. And it fucking hurt. And my whole line started laughing and he was like "bwhahah so-hahah-sor-hahaha-sorry" Never before have I felt like I was trapped in a really bad teen movie. Today I had gym again, and we were supposed to pass each other the ball and try to block but not steal the ball. So I pass it to him and block but he yelled at me saying that I didn't know what I was doing and after that he kicked the ball to the other side of the gym. BECAUSE HE CAN'T PLAY SOCCER.

I'm not saying that I'm good, but he's not either. So his huge ego is just trying to compensate for his small dick. Right?

And in computer class, my teacher's still sick so he was out. And we had this teacher, Murry, as a sub. He and Patrick. Oh god, they were talking about movies for the whole entire period. Murry first though that Patrick was another teenage boy who thinks he loves movies but once he started naming old movies and Patrick knew most of them, all hell broke loose. You could see the happiness in Murry's face and in Pat's. I wanted to barf but I kept laughing instead. They were talking about movies from 30's onward and Murry kept telling him to watch the top ten of each year. THEY BOTH THINK WALL-E IS GOOD FOR PETE'S SAKE. It's cool they know so many movies and all that crap, it shows dedication in intrests, but must they speak so loudly? Oh, oh, the best part is, Murry walks over to this other guy and calls him "boring guy"

NO.
I do not even know how to compute what he did. How can he just insult someone like that? Because the kid didn't chat it up with Murry about movies, slightly showing off, does not mean he's boring. IMPLICATIONS ARE ANNOYING.

Then near the end of the period these two guys started playing Family Guy on their computers, the volume pretty loud. One kid closes his as they crowd around the other guy and wait, wait. BIRD IS THE WORD comes on. And yeah, it was funny the first time. But I have David and we've watched that episode so many times. So I prefer to leave Peter's voice at home. I tell them that it's annoying me and the guy turns off the volume, looks at me, turns it back louder. Some other guy tells him to shut it off but he turned it louder, and the guy's friends started laughing loudly. Oh my god, can high school get any more cliche?

Can't wait for Monday, guys. Put some sanity into my brain, please.

love always,
Nat
(Thursday)

GLEEEEEE :D

I actually was wondering about that show since everyone was booming about it on facebook before the premier came out.. and then I guess they all got disappointed, and I can agree with that.. I mean I started watching it yesterday and I thought the first episode was ehhhhhh .. but I suppose it's getting better as it progresses :D Mr. Shruber.. or however you spell his name, has a really cool voice! Except he reminds me too much of Justin Timberlake because of his voice.. and his song choices... like in episode 3 when the Acafellas were doing their.. performance, it sounded something that originated from a Backstreet Boys song or Nsync.. I always get them mixed up :P

So umm I found out HEROES IS BACKKKK that's righttt it's back onnn :D and the premier was AWESOMEEEE last season was a mess.. they just.. I don't know maybe it was something in the coffee.. I'm SORT OFF rushing this because it's really late, and Mom was in my room behind me on my bed reading the newspaper and reading some books.. I don't know why, but she was in my room the whole time I was doing homework, so I didn't exactly have the ability to switch over to the blog page and blog.. she apparently thinks this is a waste of time :/ but then.. recently she's REALIZED we are writing a blogg.. and that we can actually earn money by putting advertisements.. from other people?? something about that I wanted to ask you guys about.. anyway so my mom heard it was possible and so uhh now she's telling all her friends that we have a blog, but of course she can't tell them the URL so we're pretty good for now. But anyway, I was wondering about the advertisement stuff.. I was looking on the layout the other day, and I saw advertisements and I thought, cooooool we could get money!! But I'm not completely sure how it works because I haven't exactly looked into it.. much so I was just wondering if we could think about it :DD and possibly have it available in the future.

Umm moving on.. REBECCA!! DARN YOU FOR MESSIN WITH MY BRAIN AND MESSING UP THE DAYSS
:/ I actually had a whole bunch of stuff I wanted to blog about but since I was freaking out about all the homework that I got and the tests coming up.. and THE MESSING UP OF THE BLOG stuff.. I can't remember what I wanted to blog about.. so sorry nat :/ gonna keep this a little shorter than the rest.. plus it's like eleven thirty and I have to sleeep :D cya guys!

-not so clueless anymore

holy crap i'm way confused..

isn't it my day to blog.. o___o since I was supposed to post on the seventeenth but then becca did that.. and then the next four days would be today o__O... what the..
are we messing with the dates now?? 'cause I looked back.. and most of them all add up except the recent ones o-o.. whennnnn becca and nat started alternating because something happened there???
I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT'S GOIN ONNNN so if i'm supposed to blog tomorrow because I made some weird mistake somehow.. or we are doing something new?? then care to tell me o___o 'cause I'm so confused..
-clueless