Wow It's Late

Well it's kind of late.. it's almost twelve and I'm writing my paper about how the European monarch rulers were influenced by the Enlightenment and the ideas of that time.. boring :/ Mu global teacher has been digging into the ground with the emphasis on details and crap like that. He's been talking so much about how our homework doesn't have the amount of details he wants that he's been scaring me to death with the grades.. He's given me two fails on my previous homework .__.
Somehow I don't feel honors material. Well at least not global honors material.. I wish he would give us a break :/.. I thought he would be a pretty cool teacher.. but this whole thing with DETAILS DETAILS DETAILS is killing me. Even as I'm writing my paper, I feel like he's going to fail me on it too.. because I can't even make sense of what I'm writing .-.

At least I feel English honors material.. for now. I forgot to do a homework and that made me feel pretty bad :/.. But even so.. we're going over the Scarlet Letter right now.. not sure if any of you are reading that .. but anyway, I can't seem to make a lot of sense out of these boring words, but my classmates are getting so much out of it.. that I think they're using sparknotes e___e but this one girl, Stella, is like hella amazing at English and interpreting literature and shit like that .-. I feel like I'm going to fail global honors and barely pass english honors.. wtuf :/ At least math is going alright for me.

I have so much to say, but I have to desperately finish my global paper so that I don't sound like I'm babbling on my paper and so he doesn't fail me miserably and have to lecture me on details and making logical sense on writing stuff. I even have a cold :[

I guess the only good news I have right now is that I won second place at the speech contest about why voting is important.. I beat Edgar and some other girl .. and some other girl, but the guy who got first place was.. HOYL CRAP ALSKDHLFKH He was really good. He goes to some school in NJ that I don't know of, but he really believed in what he was saying, and supporting it with not a hella bunch of quotes, but things that made sense and were concrete. I on the other hand was just babbling about stuff and more crap about voting and why it's important and blah blah blah and going off topic.. I seem to be getting worse at writing.. especially now that I find there are so many more people that think my style if writing is cruddy.. I have to stop this and write my paper.. so that I don't fail and then everything else fails and shit lksdhflkahsdf :[

I'm having such a horrible sophmore year.
-Clara