i make 'em good girls go bad

That's Cobra Starship's new song. I loved them before this song. It's weird though because it features Leighton Meester, the star of Gossip Girl. She sings pretty nicely. Interesting voice. Who knew. And she's hot so it's all good.

I just saw Beyonce's new music video. There's about five seconds of her moving just her breasts area. She's talented.

Yes, I went to sleep and then remembered it was my day to blog.

It's okay because it's still my day.

So, the book I'm reading right now is Blink. And it's basically a New York Times article but it's the length of a book. It's on the mind, and how we think. The author's argument is that the unconscious part of the brain is what makes (mostly) the best decisions. It also says that the first second, the first reaction is usually the best. And there's this section on how even though you think you're not racist, you are. And how, even though we don't consciously do it, most of us relate good things to whites, and bad things to blacks, careers to males, and home chores to females. You can take some of these tests on https://implicit.harvard.edu/implicit/.

Also, check out anaface.com . It made me laugh.

So, yesterday just made me feel bad. It was the last day of Red Cross volunteering for a while and hours of office work made the conversation really bad. So all Tong and I had left to talk was about really old stuff and sad shit and all that symbolism stuff. Life stinks balls.

BUT[T], today was awesome. We went to Clara's house and it was weird walking there without Rebecca, since it's usually like that. Felt strange. Blah. And then we had a lot of Nutella. And then we walked for two hours. But before that we took funny pictures. And then after we walked, we made cupcakes. And were awesome. Today was fun. Lots of laughing. It's been a while since I really laughed. I love you guys <3

I should go to sleep now.
Hope you have a great time Clara!

-natalie