TO REBECCA : Soooooooooooooo, my dad's pretty much a jackass and still won't tell me when he's getting my fucking camera. SO EFF HIM. I'm still getting my tripod, probably the coming week. You're not off the hook yet. And where the fuck are youu. I have the laptop right now and you're not online. I'm angry.
TO CLARA : What? Buttery? I love that. I didn't even know that you could have that feeling.
TO LINDA : Did you miss the quiz on the Old Testament? I got a 40 on that. I think the ones who got a 100 are the ones who've studied the Bible in church.
I went to the dentist today in the morning. Really, I just wanted to sleep after a week of total crap. But nooo I have rotting teeth so I dragged my ass to Flushing. And fuck the dentist I saw when I had my cleaning. She freaking said I was going to need a shot for my fillings but when I went today, they didn't give me one. I have to go back next week for the other side. I don't know why they just can't do all of them at once. I hate the dentist.
I had to take David home because my mom needed to go to Chinatown. And we went to the park and played soccer for two hours. It felt good to get air I guess. But my legs still hurt from gym yesterday. I don't like circuit training. I can do a good number of situps but the machine they have requires you to lay on your back with your waist down pretty much higher than your waist up. I was only supposed to do it in front of Rachel but then by my third one, freaking Sam, Eli, Daniel, and some other people started watching me. And really that angle on my chin, and double chin, is not the best. And I could barely do eight. My legs were freaking aching from the two different cushions. Ahhh, fail at life.
So I'm pretty much failing school for the first time in my life. Good timing right? I'm probably gonna sound like an ass in the next few sentences. But in middle school I had higher averages than you guys and now, I probably have the lowest. And it makes me feel like crap. Not that I think you guys are stupid, but because of the fact that I was up high there and now I'm below rock bottom. It's just saddening to myself. I haven't told my dad yet.
I'm scared.
I've always my family to be like theirs.
nat
(saturday)
2 comments:
manning was fifteen minutes late for our class so we didn't have one
i expect one on monday though..
/reads exodus
don't be so depressed about grades, you COULD compare it with ours, but then again, we have completely different teachers, subjects and things going on. it's like comparing people who had nieves with people who had [i forgot victoria's teacher's name]
i'm pretty sure my barely passing in Global III can't compare with any grade in AP
i don't know what's going on in ap
and everyone's all I KNOW THIS SHIT I GOT THIS
and in spanish
i have anna in my class
and she started yelling at my freshman
it was sad
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