my internet wasn't working yesterday so today i'm blogging for yesterday. i'm watching bedtime stories right now =D. The movie is so weir dbut weird O________o.
um. might type faster before battery on my laptop runs out.
Anyways i think i need to talk to you linda.
you don't understand why i'm pissed off at you ?
because on monday even if you came it wouldn't have helped.
it was the day we were making our costumes.
It was our only day to meet up.
we barely see eachother .
i'm not trying to be selfish but seriously you can see them anytime.
If you had to go you should have told us beforehand.
Also how come you didn't tell us you had a phone?
i had to hear it from other people .
You should explain this.
-Rebecca
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"because on monday even if you came it wouldn't have helped"
wut
and i didn't come because i told them so much earlier, we planned it two weeks ahead, not to mention her dad was going, i even left their house pretty early in order to make it before 5, but it was the wrong time of day, and the things that were express before became local
and during the walk, you guys didn't even tell me about going, or invited me
that makes me feel pretty shitty
not to mention i had eye contact, but i know you guys didn't react, and that made me feel shittier
you told clara, but i all hear is you guys are going somewhere sunday, and i'm like damn, guess they're not going to the walk, because otherwise, you guys would've told me, because we all know about christina's breast cancer thing
and by the time i realised my team was far ahead, i couldn't find you guys
i have a phone but i don't use it
in fact, my dad went to the police because i didn't use my phone and he thought i was missing
i don't tell you guys something that's unimportant, like i didn't tell you i was going to the breast cancer walk, because you guys were going somewhere that day, and that you guys don't want me to tell you every single key club event i go to because that would be stupid
we rarely see each other, but just cause you planned it during the week, doesn't mean i can blow them off even though it was preplanned
i don't get why you're mad at me when i cancelled, but i made the effort to come
and then you guys exclude me from events
ahhh linda.. you wake up for them but not for us? half the time you have to go and wake u up. what's that about? what's with the phone too?? why csleep until the last minute or we an't you just carry it around with you AT LEAST so that your parents can call you? that's the least you could do about that phone.. and if we could call you too that would be cool even if you can't call us.
so the walk.. that i suppose was partially our fault since it was out of anger because of the cancellation of our costume-making day. seriously tho.. you COULD'VE told us that you planned with them earlier and you should've told us when we planned it because telling us the day before the ACTUAL meet is seriously inexcusable.
when you came.. which was around five or so and you went to clara's house, she had art class so we ended before four so she could go. i'm glad you made an effort to come, but seriously, you should've told us earlier. you argue that your plans with them were preplanned but.. you just wouldn't tell us huh?? do we always have to read your mind to find out what you're doing? why can't you tell us for once about something YOU'RE doing. that'd be nice.
we don't have anything going on yet until halloween.. i really hope we clear things up or something. right now, things suck and they're affecting all of us. especially the stress that we are displacing onto other people. plus why are you telling other people? do we really have to get others involved in this?? why couldn't you have even tried to consult us if you were having a problem? you're telling other people in stuy about this problem and it's really not necessary. especially since you seem not to care about how nat is being affected by you blabbering our situation to everyone
whatever man..
as for that, i didn't even wake up in time for them
i woke up an hour late and so did daniel, so i ended up an hour late
i'm always late
i was even late for the breast cancer walk
i can't tell you everything i'm doing, sometimes i want a little privacy. i don't tell my parents anything till the day after because that's how i grew up, they forget anything i tell them until the last day. and the breast cancer walk, i signed up for it on like friday and it was kinda too sudden to tell.
if you want to know what i'm doing, ask me. i'm not the type of person to tell everyone where i'm going tomorrow, and i'm not the type of person to tell everyone what's going on in my life.
i didn't tell a lot of people
i was getting stressed too cause it seemed like my best friends hated me for no reason and that even if i saw natalie in school, she didn't want to talk to me. i told like two people cause i was getting pissed and they were close enough to me and they told me their problems before.
i didn't consult you because you never responded on AIM and at this point, i was having my hands full with other things
i WANT to make up, but i don't want you guys to displace all the freaking blame on me, because yeah, i didn't show up for an important day, but it'd be nice if you guys included me in the planning a little earlier than that, i would've cancelled if you guys told me earlier in the week, but at this point, she had it planned
yes i know you guys get stressed and i'm sorry about that. but i'm a person too and i get stressed out more, when i think i'm going to lose my friends
i've probably seen you four times since the last time we went home together. twice was when i was walking to spanish class. once you said hi, i responded, the other time you were talking to your friend. the third time was after ninth period and on the fifth floor. i nodded to you but i had to go somewhere. i returned to the fifth floor maybe seven minutes later to see if you were still there but someone told me you already left. the fourth was on the day of the psats and i was nervous. and tired.
sorry if you thought i didn't want to talk to you.
-nat
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